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Every heart has a pain. Only the way of expressing it's different.

Mood : In love with Muhammad Ezzat Ezman bin Mohd Hairis

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“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.”


Thank you Holland for giving me so many precious memories in my life. I won't ever forget all the memories. I will keep it safe in my heart.

5 Nov 2009 - 5 Nov 2014

“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”

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It's time to say goodbye

Assalamualaikum. *pandang kiri kanan dalam blog ni*
Lama jugak tk jenguk blog ni. Almaklumlah busy persiapan nk balik ke tanah air.

Dari dua tahun lepas asyik dok merengek rengek dkt dalam blog sebab nak sgt balik Malaysia. Kata lama lagi la itu la ini la. Sekali.. pejam celik pejam celik.. Eh lagi 3 hari je?

Apa rasa eh sekarang? Excited? Yer la hari yang dinantikan dh nk tiba.

Hmmmm. First at all.. I can't feel anything.

Ok, sangat tipu. I do feel something. But it's mix feelings. What to do? Do you know what very weird is? I can't say that I'm too happy because it's nearly over.

2 weeks ago, I quit from school. On my last school day (18 October 2013), I got surprise farewell party from my two precious besties, Clara and Raquel. The party was an unforgettable memories. I saw Clara cried for me and you know how it feel to see your bestfriend crying for you? Because you gonna leave them? After so much treasure with each other?
I felt so bad at that day. I can't accept the fact that I'm done with school in Holland. That I can't see my friends anymore. That everything gonna change.
But my friends and teachers keep giving me strength to fear all of this. But somehow i feel so weak because I must fear it alone.. Only with myself.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.
Gedik kan? Nak sangat balik tapi bila dh sampai masa tk nk balik. Wooo. Stop.. It's not that i don't want to come back. I DO WANT. SO MUCH.
But the problem is I'm scared.. that i won't be able to meet them again in the future. There is only 10% of this. And i keep hoping for that chance.

I'm having a hard time. Somehow i feel regret that i made this choice. The choice was stay here of going back. Instead of stay here i choose for going back. It was 50% and 50% for each choice. I told myself jangan menyesal dengan keputusan ini. Setiap apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Ada baik dan buruknya. I made this choice and i must keep going with this choice. I'm going to make 50% to 100%.

All the preparations are nearly done (But mine is done.). The 4 years of our journey is nearly over. And i'm glad that i created a very beautiful memories here with all my friends.

I just keep waiting for 5 Nov which is on next Tuesday. My flight is on 12 pm and i will arrived in Malaysia on 6 Nov on 7 am. Doakan semoga perjalanan saya dan keluarga selamat sampai ke destinasi. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami. Amin.

Thank you Holland for giving me so many precious memories in my life. I won't ever forget all the memories. I will keep it safe in my heart. Thank you friends and teachers for always stayed by my side and of course thank you so much Clara and Raquel for always staying by my side during these 4 years.