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| Courage
Fuh. Berhabuk. Bila masuk blog always terfikir kenapala diri ni malas sangat nak update diary. Banyak benda nak cakap.
Semua ni nak cerita. Tapi kalau nak cerita dekat dalam satu post ni. Hm bapak la banyak. Hahah Nak cerita mana satu eh ? Or shall we begin according to the list above? Ready? Haha Takut teremotional pula. Hmm... Last post dekat blog ni sendu ya amat. Haha Bila baca balik. Hmm I can still feel the pain. The pain that cant even describe to other people. Only those who's experience can relate. So dekat post ni nak cerita macam mana boleh getback. After all those sendu post Alhamdulillah. Allah makbulkan doa dengan hadirkan dia kembali. Nina pun tak tahu macam mana semua ni terjadi. Kalau dulu rasa macam lamanya sesaat nak berlalu tapi bila dh getback 1 hari boleh berlalu seakan sesaat. hehe over kan? haha Jap eh nak igt balik macam mana semua ni berlaku. Hahahahah Hm. Dulu Nina igt kami mmg dh tkde peluang. Jadi Nina amik step yg paling bodoh Nina pernah buat dlm hidup. Nina punya desperate nak buat Ezzat jeles or sakit Nina cari orang lain. dan terima lelaki lain. Tapi full story tk bole dekat sini... Cumanya.. what I can say is.. after that Ezzat terus tweet "You're the first one who make the first step". Time tu rasa yaAllah apa masalah kau kau dah la dah buang aku. Buat aku cam sampah salah ke aku nak cari orang lain.. tapi on the other side "yes padan muka kau" Tapi start dari tu la kiteorg macam makin dekat balik as I still beg for him to come back and even worst I said sorry all over again because I didnt meant to hurt him.
Nampak kan gmbr tu? October 10 2018.
Nina tak thu apa jadi. I woke up and terus dengar dia cakap " Sayang bangun. Jangan tinggalkan orang... Orang sayang awak" Time tu rasa clueless gila.
Betul ke apa aku dgr ni?
Long short story, dari situ kiteorg getback.
After a week..
Baru Nina tahu yang I did suicidal attempt. :')
More story about this on next post.
Untuk awak, terima kasih kerana hadir kembali. Nothing can describe how grateful I am to have you back in my life. Now my life is complete again. |