tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86921079709150401552024-03-13T21:58:07.012+08:00Bitter sweet life of AmaninaAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.comBlogger204125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-6304736944401432652021-11-27T19:19:00.002+08:002021-11-27T19:23:23.375+08:00Allah is the best planner. <p></p><blockquote><i> Lepas habis SPM, nak sambung foundation and degree. After that, straight away ACCA! </i>- Amanina Uzma 2016 lol</blockquote><p>Up until today I remember what I've said since high school. Memang dah jadi goals dan impian aku untuk belajar sampai habis ACCA baru kerja. For me, biar habiskan belajar baru pergi kerja sebab dah kerja malas pula nk pergi belajar. Ye la syok dapat duit lol. Haha</p><p>Long short story, i managed to achieved Foundation in Accounting and Bachelor of Accounting (Hons) dekat UNITEN. Alhamdulillah. <br /><br />I'm not saying that during those years I dont have any ups and downs. Ada banyak. Kalau cerita tak habis, but i just want to say those years went by so fast that I barely remember the pain. </p><p>Waktu intern, perasaan study masih berkobar-kobar so aku apply Yayasan Peneraju untuk sambung ACCA full time. Dalam otak <i>"oh 4 paper je lagi ni, setahun boleh habis"</i> HAHA CONFIDENT NAK MAMPUS. </p><p>Before I got the offer from YP, I received an offer from MARA, tpi bila fikir balik, taknak la study jauh, and tknk dahulukan duit banyak2 so I study local university je. Local pun Sunway still platinum member ACCA tau. Haha</p><p>Intern belum habis ni, tapi offer dh dapat punya excited time tu. Haha After habis intern a week something terus daftar masuk Sunway. Time tu tk pernah terfikir my journey boleh jadi mcm ni. </p><p>Little did I know, belajar online time covid ni seksa dia hanya Allah je yang tahu. Hanya org yg lalui je faham. Bayangkan yg study undergrad pun merana inikan kami yang study postgrad? Sakit. Rasa nak mati. Tak tipu. </p><p>Ada something aku nk mengaku haha pengakuan berani mati ni tau, aku failed first paper. YE AKU FAILED. Kau tahu dengan markah berapa? 49. 49 BEB 49!!! Another one mark to pass. Kau tahu berapa lama aku nak move on dgn benda tu? Hahahah Berbulan weh. </p><p>Everyday aku fikir, banyak sgt dosa aku ni sampai benda2 mcm ni aku kena lalui. Tak cukup dengan tu, I fell sick for like months. Study apa tak masuk rasa nak mati je. Nk bangkit tkde kekuatan. Lama gila cari kekuatan.</p><p>Sampai satu saat, Ezzat cakap dgn aku, "awak orang rasa orang dh tak mampu nak teruskan. This is not our time sayang". Hari2 kami istikharah minta bantuan Allah tunjukkan jalan sebab mmg buntu gila. Call parents, aunty hari2 tanya pendapat and friends also. Majority semua cakap boleh lagi ni boleh. </p><p>So I decided to still continue, and Ezzat quit. He got a job and our lives still continue as usual. Oh lupa cakap, I took a semester break sebab fikir maybe aku perlukan rehat. After the break, aku sambung study lagi subject yg sama, my family even paid for my extra tuition dgn TYMBA (bukan puluh2 beribu beb). Aku pergi kelas macam biasa...but I notice something.</p><p>I noticed that everytime nak exam, I will have this trauma feeling, pressure feeling sampai rasa nak mati. Seriously tak tipu. I will cry all day along because I'm so scared. The trauma from first paper mmg susah nak move on. </p><p>Oh lupa juga nak bagitahu, during 9 months with ACCA, little did I know my goal has changed. Aku bukan nak ACCA lagi aku just nak kawin. Ye aku menggatal sebab nak kawin awal <i>(just like how majority of them said to us)</i> Eh suka hati aku la nak kawin dengan boyfriend aku bukan aku rampas orang punya. </p><p>Bila goal dah berubah, passion jadi makin pudar, semangat pun takde, kekuatan apatah lagi. <br /><br />Up until one day, a week before my engagement, I woke up and decided nak quit terus. Dah tak mampu tipu diri paksa study sampai mampus. Ezzat fully support my decision and my parents iyakan sahaja.</p><p>One thing I'm grateful for is that I did my degree so bila nak quit I have nothing to lose. Degree dh dalam tangan kot. Bila dh decide nak berhenti tu aku tak fikir panjang terus balik rumah kot. Barang tinggal gitu je. Mmg nekad habis. </p><p>Lama sebenarnya fikir nak quit tapi asyik paksa diri teruskan lagi. Tapi satu je la nak ckp aku tak menyesal quit because I know I've tried my best. Aku dh cuba and aku tak mampu. Aku redha and fikir this is not my time yet. </p><p>After two days aku quit, rezeki Allah nak bagi, orang call nak offer kerja, after 3 days terus dpt offer tu. Rezeki Allah sangat luas. </p><p>Pesanan untuk kawan-kawan yang sedang sambung ACCA dan bakal sambung ACCA:</p><p>Lain orang lain jalan cerita. Mungkin ini jalan cerita aku. Kalau korang tanya ACCA ni susah tak? Ofcourse aku akan jawab susah. Sangat susah. Mental fizikal kena kuat. Ni bukan taraf2 degree ada carrymark bantu nak lulus. </p><p>Another factor is that, online classes. Exhausted dia lain macam, ada orang boleh cope ada orang tak. </p><p>And last but not least, your goals. Mungkin sebab perasaan nak kawin tu lagi kuat, so passion belajar tu makin kurang. InsyaAllah after kahwin we both mmg ada rasa nak teruskan, but not in short period of time.</p><p>Apa pun, aku tak menyesal sambung ACCA dlu. Atleast aku dah rasa aku dh cuba. Kalau Allah kata belum, belum la tu. Kita cuba jalan lain. </p><p>I pray that you guys yang sambung ACCA sentiasa kuat dan terus maju jaya. Doakan Nina and Ezzat juga <3</p><p>Selain kawin, goals aku hanya untuk jadi someone yang boleh influence orang kearah kebaikan sama ada akademik atau aspek lain. :)</p><p>Untuk kawan-kawan ACCA yang dah banyak bantu dari segi mental, yang sentiasa ada dari awal, terima kasih sangat-sangat. Nina hargai.</p><p>Untuk kawan-kawan lain yang sentiasa follow my journey and doakan, semoga segala doa dan kebaikan berbalik kepada kamu semua. </p><p>Untuk keluarga dan cinta hati, you guys are my back bone. Thankyou for your endlessly support. <3</p><p></p>Amani The Craziesthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17384168972645528599noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-83526412727055670372019-09-17T16:16:00.000+08:002019-09-17T23:23:54.051+08:00Extraordinary people | My Kalsom Story<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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“Remember that the happiest people are not those getting more, but those giving more.” ― H. Jackson Brown jr </blockquote>
Finally, The Kalsom Movement.<br />
How should I start?<br />
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Everytime when I talk about Kalsom with outsider first question from them is "Kalsom tu apa?"<br />
So this is what Kalsom Movement is.<br />
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<a href="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-FlLAclvpG0w/XYB-jyNTYBI/AAAAAAAAdb0/ozPAwpSuqKE-X4Ey683FmgK647vDGrLFACKgBGAsYHg/s1600/IMG_4300.HEIC" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="200" src="https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-FlLAclvpG0w/XYB-jyNTYBI/AAAAAAAAdb0/ozPAwpSuqKE-X4Ey683FmgK647vDGrLFACKgBGAsYHg/s200/IMG_4300.HEIC" width="150" /></a>Formerly
known as Projek Kalsom, The Kalsom Movement is an independent and
voluntary student-led charity movement registered in Malaysia as Kelab
Belia Kalsom under Registrar of Youths (PPBM 8086/12) which specialises
in tackling education inequality in Malaysia.The movement has
been fully endorsed by Malaysia’s Ministry of Education, Ministry of
Youth and Sports, Rakan Muda, Education Malaysia in the United Kingdom
and Ireland as well as the Malaysia Book of Records for the longest
running-student-led motivational camp.Since it was established in
1994, the movement has benefited more than 4000 beneficiaries via its
numerous initiatives and programmes.<br />
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The Kalsom Movement, focuses
on developing Malaysia’s future leaders by empowering university
students to share their knowledge and skills to help younger
economically-disadvantaged Malaysian students achieve their ambitions.
In turn, our volunteers also benefit from discovering their own
leadership potentials and organisational skills as well as becoming more
perceptive of issues surrounding education inequality in Malaysia which
will hopefully instil a sense of civic awareness towards their local
community and towards the country as whole. We believe in the importance
of education in eradicating poverty and propagating upward social
mobility and our projects reflect this agenda.<br />
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<b>But Kalsom is not just a what it is described above. It is more than that. It is not the organization that makes it outstanding. Its the people. </b><br />
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Luckily i was accepted, but i got a position that i know nothing about it.<br />
Kalsom Academy Directors. <i><strike> </strike></i><br />
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<i><strike>(Bila orang tanya rasa belagak ah jadi director kot hahahahahahah) </strike></i><br />
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The first two months joining Kalsom Movement, I felt hopeless. I lost my confidence. This is <br />
because my first two meetings with VP Programme, Iwani, HOD Programme, Lyana and also Kuhan, former Kalsom Academy Director which is now VP of Strategic Department demotivated me as their fluency in English suprise me. I dont feel like I belong to them because I cant be that fluent like them. My big mistake was I held all the unclear things in my mind to myself because I was too shy to ask them. I even thought of resigning. However, Ezzat asked me to stay and challenge myself as he believe that Kalsom Movement can bring me out of my comfort zone.<br />
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Kalsom Harapan Invigorate. Our first meeting. It was awkward at the beginning but at the end of the camp I felt that we're becoming a family. Idk if Im the only who feels this way. I was so suprise that everyone can just clique with each other eventho it just the first meeting. <br />
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During Harapan, I feel motivated to work again on Kalsom Academy. I felt that I received a new spirit to keep going on. I'm a shy person but I wasn't shy during the first meet. I automatically revealed the real me during that time.<br />
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After the first meeting we continue our bonding via group whatsapp and it feels like we already known each other for a long time. <br />
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At this moment, I had an enthusiast feeling to make my Kalsom Academy to be true. <br />
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Kalsom Harapan Illuminate is where our relationship is put on test. We had some crucial moments but we managed to put it up together.<br />
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At this moment, Im trying hard to accept the fact that Kalsom Academy is not meant to be done during TKM25.<br />
Seeing the camp directors of Harapan having fun with conducting their camps make me feel a little bit disappointed on myself.<br />
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I questioned myself a lot, why can't I be that great as them?<br />
Why didnt I work harder so that Academy wont be canceled?<br />
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One thing about Kalsom fam is that they will always have your back no matter what. If you're feeling down, they will noticed and will light you up. They wont let you feeling down on your own.<br />
Orang kata sama-sama susah, sama-sama senang ♥ <br />
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Next, EIC, we dont have a decent group photo because Darul Puteri really gave us hard time. #ytjt<br />
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At this rate I become clingy towards them. Haih I lost my words. I cant describe how much I love them. I cant describe in words but I can describe with my actions.<br />
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Being around them, banyak mengajar Nina benda baru. These Kalsom peeps orang-orang yang hebat jadi, I learnt a lot thru them. <br />
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Volunteering is something you do not for money but for self-satisfaction that you helped someone else.<br />
This is why these mofos are here together with me in The Kalsom Movement 25. Some might have already joined TKM earlier than me, and some is new same with me. <br />
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It has been said that the giving of one’s time to others is the best gift one can give. <br />
This is why we always feel happy to see the smiles from our beneficiaries no matter how tired we are. As long as they get the objectives that we’re fighting for, is more than enough.<br />
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In Kalsom, you come to inspire people but at the end you’re inspired by everyone. ☺<br />
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to know you guys better through this teamwork feels great! Each of you
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A team success mainly depends on the perseverance of each member.
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<b>To my HOD and VP Programme, thank you for always sabr in guiding us and trust us for being director of modules department.</b><br />
<b><span class="ILfuVd"><span class="e24Kjd">I am so proud to be able to call you my boss. Thank you so much for everything that you have done for me over the year. After all you have done, thanks do not feel like enough. All I can do is offer my gratitude and appreciation for your leadership and for you being such a wonderful boss.</span></span></b><br />
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“You got to have friends to make that day last long.”<br />
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Friends fulfill
your day up with laughter, joy, and adventure, which of course makes in
longer but as well as making it better. Friendship is essential in
leading a full, balanced, and healthy life. By surrounding yourself with
a good group of friends, it gives you the chance to be a better person.
Good friends are good for a lot of things such as, support, knowledge,
and your health.And that is them. My extraordinary friends and family♥♥</blockquote>
Besides a good family, Kalsom also let me discover my inner talent.
Kalsom let us do something new which means something that you never did
in your comfort zone.<br />
If you want to do something, Kalsom will always support you to go for it.<br />
I always wanted to be an emcee and here in Kalsom i got the opportunity to become one.<br />
I always love to dance and in Kalsom i get to dance sepuas hati.<br />
I can be myself and they always help me to become a better person day by day.<br />
Thank you the Kalsom Movement for the golden opportunity. <br />
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Fuh.<br />
Berhabuk.<br />
Bila masuk blog always terfikir kenapala diri ni malas sangat nak update diary.<br />
Banyak benda nak cakap.<br />
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<li>Getback</li>
<li>Depression</li>
<li>Kalsom</li>
<li>Summer camps.</li>
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Semua ni nak cerita. Tapi kalau nak cerita dekat dalam satu post ni. Hm bapak la banyak. Hahah<br />
Nak cerita mana satu eh ?<br />
Or shall we begin according to the list above?<br />
Ready? Haha<br />
Takut teremotional pula.<br />
Hmm...<br />
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Last post dekat blog ni sendu ya amat. Haha<br />
Bila baca balik. Hmm I can still feel the pain. The pain that cant even describe to other people. Only those who's experience can relate.<br />
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So dekat post ni nak cerita macam mana boleh getback. After all those sendu post Alhamdulillah. Allah makbulkan doa dengan hadirkan dia kembali.<br />
Nina pun tak tahu macam mana semua ni terjadi. Kalau dulu rasa macam lamanya sesaat nak berlalu tapi bila dh getback 1 hari boleh berlalu seakan sesaat. hehe over kan? haha<br />
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Jap eh nak igt balik macam mana semua ni berlaku. Hahahahah<br />
Hm. Dulu Nina igt kami mmg dh tkde peluang. Jadi Nina amik step yg paling bodoh Nina pernah buat dlm hidup.<br />
Nina punya desperate nak buat Ezzat jeles or sakit Nina cari orang lain. dan terima lelaki lain. Tapi full story tk bole dekat sini... Cumanya.. what I can say is.. after that Ezzat terus tweet "You're the first one who make the first step".<br />
Time tu rasa yaAllah apa masalah kau kau dah la dah buang aku. Buat aku cam sampah salah ke aku nak cari orang lain.. tapi on the other side "yes padan muka kau"<br />
Tapi start dari tu la kiteorg macam makin dekat balik as I still beg for him to come back and even worst I said sorry all over again because I didnt meant to hurt him.<br />
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Untuk awak, terima kasih kerana hadir kembali. Nothing can describe how grateful I am to have you back in my life. Now my life is complete again.</blockquote>
<br />Amani The Craziesthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17384168972645528599noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-39034313698639204642018-09-18T00:57:00.001+08:002018-09-18T01:04:49.242+08:00TornIm shaking.<br />
Shaking while typing this post...<br />
Hurt?<br />
Pain?<br />
Torn?<br />
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I'm totally suffering right now.<br />
Feeling like giving up... but I cant.. this is just the beginning of my journey.<br />
I choose this path so I need to control myself...<br />
Dah janji dengan diri sendiri untuk jadi lebih kuat jika jalan ini yang aku pilih...<br />
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Tapi betul-betul rapuh tadi...<br />
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<blockquote class="tr_bq">
"Kau cari aku bila perlukan aku"</blockquote>
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Kenapa awak cakap macam tu....<br />
Kalau nina cari awak mcm selalu...awak nk layan nina lgi ke?<br />
Nina akan hilang awak kalau nina buat mcm tu....<br />
Awak cakap kalau nk pertolongan...cari awak..<br />
Nina mintk la tlg awak....<br />
Nina sentiasa nk tlg awak..tp awak tkpena dtg pada Nina....<br />
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Nina sentiasa tunggu awak datang....<br />
Nina hari2 nk comfort awak......<br />
Tapi awak mesti akan tolak nina....<br />
<br />
Nina tk thu nk tnjuk macam mana lgi pada awak...<br />
Yang Nina sentiasa tunggu awak....<br />
apa yang Nina kurang sgt... smpai boleh buat awak berubah hati....<br />
<br />
Why do we tend to hurt each other...<br />
We get hurt while hurting each other...<br />
kita tk penat ke hidup mcm ni awak....<br />
<br />
Nina penat....<br />
tapi Nina kena kuat...<br />
macam mana awak sabarr dengan Nina selama 2tahun kita bersama...<br />
macam tu nina akan sabar dengan awak....<br />
Even lama sekalipun...<br />
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Nina minta maaf....<br />
sebab tk ckup baik......<br />
tk ckup sempurna.....<br />
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Awak jangan marah lama2...<br />
jgn dingin lama2....<br />
Nina minta maaf... Nina buat salah lg...<br />
Nina jdi annoying lg...<br />
Nina kacau awak lg...<br />
Nina rindu awak......<br />
Nina rindu kita.....<br />
Kenapala Amanina Uzma tkpena buat benda yg betul...<br />
Kenapa selalu buat Ezzat Ezman marah......<br />
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Awak...<br />
Nina sentiasa sayang awak....<br />
Nina sentiasa tunggu awak...<br />
Take your time...<br />
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Semoga Allah kuatkan diri kita...<br />
Semoga Allah kirimkan salam rindu nina pada awak juga.....<br />
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Kalau ikutkan emosi... boleh je nina ckp.. Nina menyesal kenal awak.. sebab sakit sgt awak..<br />
Sakit yg tkterkata bila kita berpisah... sakit yg nina rasa dari hari pertama.... sampai ke hari ni masih sakit awak.....<br />
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No. Amanina Uzma. Cheer up. Be strong.<br />
Usaha lagi.<br />
He'll come back.<br />
He'll realize soon...<br />
TIme will heal....<br />
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Percayalah sayang...<br />
untuk kali ni je...<br />
berilah peluang...<br />
buka la hati tu sayang......<br />
Nina sentiasa tunggu..<br />
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Lately I've been questioning myself.. "Why do I need to face all of these?"<br />
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"Orang dah penat bercinta."<br />
"Orang taknak ada apa apa komitmen"<br />
"Orang taknak bercinta dengan sesiapa dah."<br />
"Orang nak hidup bebas"<br />
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Those words...<br />
You said em.<br />
<br />
But now suddenly...<br />
Haha.<br />
Idk how to say...<br />
Even saying it here hurts me.<br />
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Is this what you really want?<br />
A new girl?<br />
Sorok la mcm mana..<br />
I still can know because I know you very well.<br />
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The hardest thing to do right now is accepting that you're not the old you anymore.<br />
No, not that maybe.<br />
The fact that your new girl is someone from UNITEN and someone that I respect.<br />
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Mudahnya untuk berubah hati.<br />
Sungguh mudah kan..<br />
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Pernah tak fikir apa saya rasa bila orang datang dkt saya tanya saya pasal awak dgn dia.. atau datang dkt saya bagitahu yang diorang nampak awak dgn orang baru?<br />
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All I can do is redha.<br />
Accept the fact.<br />
Pray for your happiness.<br />
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It's time for me to think about my worth.<br />
The value of myself.<br />
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Saya cuma kecewa sangat-sangat dimana awak tak pegang pada kata-kata awak.<br />
Tak perlu cakap ayat dkt atas tu kalau diri tu memang dh nak bagi hati dekat perempuan lain.<br />
Thanks awak.<br />
<br />
You know what...<br />
Even at this state, I can't hate you.<br />
No matter how disappointed I am.. no matter how hurt it is..<br />
Because..<br />
I accept this as my kifarah.<br />
Kifarah dimana Nina datang dalam hidup awak saat awak ada Aida dulu.. sedangkan Nina boleh bantu awak dengan Aida... instead I took her off from you...<br />
Now orang baru hadir untuk ambil awak instead of dia boleh tolong kita.<br />
I blame myself also for not taking a good care of you.<br />
Up till now.<br />
Yes, call me bodoh or what.. but i just can't hate you.<br />
Orang akan cakap nina bodoh.. tp awak sakitkn nina mcm mana pun.. nina still nampak 1001 kebaikan awak.. :')<br />
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Oh Allah..<br />
Berikanlah kekuatan untuk teruskan sisa-sisa hidup ni sampai ke penghujung degree.<br />
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melihat dia pada hari-hari biasa.<br />
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk lupakan segalanya.....<br />
Berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk terima takdir ini.. dan redha dengan segalanya...<br />
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I dont talk to anyone..<br />
I dont share anymore..<br />
I endure it myself.<br />
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Hari-hari kutip cebisan2 hidup yang dh hancur...tp akan ada saat... dia rapuh balik...<br />
tak sempat nk pasang cebisan tu sampai habis...dia keep rapuh je...<br />
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I find it unfair.<br />
But I keep pujuk myself..<br />
Nina hati orang kita tkbole paksa...<br />
Its okey...<br />
Let go......<br />
Forget everything.<br />
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Semoga air mata yang mengalir tiap2 malam ni...akan berhenti suatu hari nanti...<br />
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“A broken heart is the worst. It’s like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it, but it hurts every time you breathe.”</blockquote>
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I cried a river when I went to this place back again that night.</div>
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<i>5 August 2018.</i><br />
I've been waiting for this day since awal tahun...<br />
It's suppose to be our 2nd anniversary but we didnt make it.<br />
Ternyata Allah sebaik-baik perancang.<br />
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Mungkin ini coretan terakhir ku buat awak, sayang.<br />
Tak sangka sudah 41 hari berlalu...<br />
sudah 41 hari awak berlalu pergi dari hidup Nina sayang.<br />
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Once I believe that if you love someone...<br />
If you really want someone...<br />
If you really care for someone...<br />
You'll fight for it.<br />
You'll make effort for it..<br />
But...<br />
I forgot.<br />
The key of relationship is the heart.<br />
No matter how much you show your effort... your love..<br />
But kalau orang tu dah tkde hati..<br />
Tkde guna.<br />
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Till now I still thinking.. what made us become like this..<br />
Till now I still blame myself for being a foolish..<br />
This is my worst nightmare.<br />
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The worst part of our break up is that you wont tell me why.<br />
You wont tell me apa yg terpendam dalam hati tu.<br />
I guess I need to figured out it myself.<br />
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Sayang..<br />
selama kita together,<br />
Nina sentiasa bahagia.<br />
Terima kasih atas segala kasih sayang, perhatian, pengorbanan, tunjuk ajar, support yang sentiasa sayang bagi 247 dekat Nina.<br />
Nina sentiasa hargai.<br />
Setiap kenangan kita akan Nina semat dalam hati ni.<br />
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Nina cuba benci sayang,<br />
Nina buat mcm2 untuk benci sayang sebab Nina igt dengan cara tu Nina dapat lupakan awak..<br />
Tapi Nina takkan pernah boleh..<br />
Sebab awak...<br />
Cinta terindah Nina.<br />
Awak pernah bahagiakan Nina.<br />
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Sayang nak tahu tak apa lagi yang sakit sepanjang kita break?<br />
Bila Nina dapat tahu orang cakap yang memang patut Nina ditinggalkan sebab Nina kongkong awak.<br />
Nina tkthu nk rasa apa...<br />
The fact yg benda tu keluar dri mulut awak yang Nina tkthu betul ke tak..<br />
Atau the fact yang diorang berkata seolah diorang ada dalam kisah cinta kita.<br />
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Hari demi hari berlalu..<br />
Hari demi hari Nina cuba redha atas segala yang jadi.<br />
Kita tkkn dpt patah balik masa...<br />
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Sayang,<br />
Naluri Nina kuat mengatakan..<br />
Ada seseorang dh isi hati sayang..<br />
Erti kata lain..<br />
Pengganti Nina...<br />
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Takpe sayang..<br />
Andai kata sayang ada perasaan pada dia..<br />
Sayang teruskan mencintai dia..<br />
Nina redha.<br />
Walau sakit mcm mana...<br />
Lambat laun Nina akan okey.<br />
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I'm sorry for everything Sayang.<br />
Segala yang sayang pendam selama dua tahun tanpa bagitahu Nina...<br />
Nina mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki sayang.<br />
Halalkan segalanya sayang...<br />
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I'm sorry for being a weak person.<br />
I'm sorry for hurting you.<br />
I'm sorry for not being perfect.<br />
I'm sorry for causing trouble.<br />
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Nina bangga dengan sayang yang sekarang.<br />
Nina happy dengan hidup baru sayang..<br />
Nina happy tengok sayang buat apa yang sayang suka.<br />
The fact Nina pernah ada time jatuh bangun sayang...<br />
Ada dengan sayang sampai jadi orang yang hebat macam ni..<br />
Buat Nina tenang.<br />
Sebab perjalanan cinta kita tu bukan satu perkara yang sia-sia.<br />
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Kenangan terindah kita, Nina harap sayang simpan sampai akhir hayat.<br />
Nina harap tu pendorong untuk sayang terus kejar impian sayang.<br />
Maafkan Nina sebab tk sempurna.<br />
Maafkan segala kekurangan Nina sepanjang jadi cinta hati awak..<br />
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Sayang,<br />
Nina hanya mampu berdoa.<br />
Berdoa jika kita betul jodoh.. temukan kita pada waktu yang sesuai.<br />
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Mencintai tak bermakna memiliki.<br />
Let time heal everything right? :')<br />
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Sayang..<br />
surat terakhir Nina beri tu sentiasa valid sampai Nina mati.<br />
Segala benda yang Nina pernah bagi...<br />
Sayang janganlah buang.<br />
Manfaat kan..<br />
Jangan benci Nina ye..<br />
Nina harap sayang tkpernah menyesal.<br />
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*Gambar terakhir kita berdua selepas we part away.. </div>
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I let you go sayang.</div>
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Muhammad Ezzat Ezman bin Mohd Hairis. Awak cinta terindah Nina. Awak mengajar Nina banyak benda. Semoga awak tk pernah menyesal dengan segala pengorbanan kita selama ni. Ingatla bahawa Nina takpernah salahkan awak bila awak lepaskan Nina. Sebab ternyata ini semua datang dari Nina yang penuh kekurangan ini. dan Nina juga takpernah burukkan awak pada orang lain. Goodbye my favourite prince. Iloveyounomatterwhat and I'm sorry </blockquote>
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<li>Ezzat tak suka perempuan mencarut. Jagalah bahasa awak walaupun awak dengan kawan awak. </li>
<li>Ezzat suka kari. Belajar la masak kari.</li>
<li>Ezzat pantang perempuan yang melayan lelaki bila dalam relay. So jagalah hati dia.</li>
<li>Bila Ezzat down, dengar segala luahan dia dan bagi semangat sebab dia juga perlukan perhatian.</li>
<li>Ezzat paling sayang keluarga. Jadi belajar la create bonding dengan family Ezzat :') </li>
<li>Bila Ezzat clingy, give him attention. </li>
<li>Dulu Ezzat suka kongkong tp sekarang Ezzat tk suka. Give him space let him do what he want. </li>
<li>Bila bergaduh, jaga percakapan. Jgn ulang silap Nina. Jangan maki hamun. Settle elok2. </li>
<li>Support segala yang Ezzat buat, lg2 psl MPP ni. Jgn pressure dia. Ezzat tk suka orang pressure dia. </li>
<li>Kalau gaduh, jgn update apa2 soc media. Settle cara profesional. Jgn malukan each other. </li>
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Ada banyak lagi.. tp awak belajarla kenal diri Ezzat sendiri. Semoga korang bahagia.</blockquote>
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I wish this message takkan pernah sampai pada orang lain because secretly I still wish we can be fix..<br />
Tp takpela.<br />
Nina serah dekat Allah.<br />
Kalau rindu pun Nina serah pada Allah...<br />
Walaupun kadang2 Nina sangat rapuh tengok sayang depan mata..<br />
Semoga jodoh itu milik kita.<br />
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Tolong doakan Nina kuat hidup tanpa sayang.<br />
Nina kuat untuk bina balik hidup Nina.<br />
Nina kuat untuk berhadapan dengan Ezzat yang baru.<br />
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Amani The Craziesthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17384168972645528599noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-52606144788351764422018-03-20T15:20:00.000+08:002018-03-20T15:20:37.739+08:00Overprotective vs Over obsessive As usuall, I will start my post by saying “lama dah tak update”.<br />
Tapi itulah hakikatnya. Bukan aku tkde apa nak diluahkan cuma aku malas.<br />
I have so many things to say tapi tkpela.<br />
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Today I realized something about myself. </div>
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Its something I've been doing since child. </div>
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But I only realized it today.</div>
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Idk whether I should im overprotective or over obsessive towards the people I love.</div>
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The more I think ... the more confuse I am.</div>
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But I decided to label myself as overprotective.</div>
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You know.....</div>
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I tend to become panic when the person I love in pain, hurts, injured or lets say anything yg bad happen dkt diorg.</div>
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Aku akan jdi panic and rasa susah hati sampai nak menangis.</div>
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The fact that I cant heal them hurts me the most.</div>
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I always blame myself for letting the person I love injured, luka etc. I blame myself for being careless and tak jaga betul2.</div>
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The reason why I think Im overprotective not over obsessive is that I tend to react like this not only with my boyfriend but towards my family and friends too. Tkkn la aku obses dgn kawan2 aku jgk kott. Haha</div>
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My little sister tripped from tangga smpai koyak mulut berjahit pun aku susah hati. All I could is what if..what if..... "what if" yg mmg tkkn jdi.</div>
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You know... Aku tk suka org yg aku sayang rasa susah, rasa sakit, rasa sedih. Semua tu buat aku risau. Especially my boyfriend.</div>
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Just now we had a little fight...</div>
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I was so emotional by shouted him <i><b><strike>"awak bodoh. org yg plg bodoh nina jumpa"</strike></b></i> hahaha. Emo kan ? I shouted that because aku geram sgt..sbb dia susahkn diri dia. bwk botol air 9litre kiri kanan dgn bag dkt belakang..dgn jari tgh luka...<strike><i> yg jari tu satu hal...</i></strike></div>
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So kau rasa aku fikir apa? Risau. Risau fikir dia nak jalan jauh gila........ Foodcourt ke Blok 4 tu bukan dekat.. jauh.... </div>
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Mesti dia sakit. Dgn jari luka lg...</div>
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Aku plg sedih and plg bengang waktu dia luka sbb mesin ais tu. Ala mesin buat ais ABC tu..</div>
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Dh la dalam perjanjian pttnya dia pantau je booth tu..sekali kena jaga booth. Hanginla aku... lepastu luka lg aku hangin..dengan darah menitiknya.. </div>
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I kenot. I tend to be so panic bila nampak org aku sayang berdarah..sakit... hmm</div>
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But you know.. by doing this.. actually aku mcm marah dkt ketentuan Allah.</div>
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Astagfirullah. Allahuakbar. Amanina Uzma. </div>
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It just aku nak protect orang aku sayang... tp tkthu la...</div>
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My boyfriend wanted to join wataniah..but i dont want... tpi aku tknk bg dia pergi..sbb aku tkut apa2 jdi dkt dia. aku tknk jauh dgn dia. aku nk dia ad dgn aku.</div>
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Semua benda aku nk dia buat dgn aku...</div>
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selfish kan aku....</div>
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tapi aku takut... aku takut aku hilang dia...</div>
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aku takut dia sakit...</div>
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Oh Allah please protect semua orang yang aku sayang.... </div>
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Sayang...</div>
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Im sorry for not letting you do everything you want....</div>
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Im sorry for being too protective... </div>
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Im sorry...</div>
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But I couldnt stop feeling worried about every single thing you do... </div>
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Tup2 sekarang dah nak masuk second year Degree dh. </div>
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Oh ya tk pernah lagi cerita perjalanan hidup aku lepas spm. Sbb aku stop blogging waktu aku masuk form 5. Acah nk focus SPM.</div>
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Tp serious la dulu time aku form 5 aku belajar mcm nk mati sbb nk straight A sdgkn aku tahu aku tkbole nk dpt. xD Hahahaha. Tkpe...</div>
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<i>"Aim for the sky, even if you miss, you'll fall on the stars"</i></div>
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Quote ni aku pegang waktu form 5 sampai la aku dh 19 tahun ni. </div>
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Waktu aku form 5 dulu, aku banyak private tutor selain pergi tuisyen biasa dengan kelas tambahan dkt sekolah.</div>
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Aku memang nk score la belajar sampai lebam.</div>
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Mama pula jenis akan melabur duit kalau anak dia betul ada kesungguhan.</div>
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Pelaburan dia tu takde la sia sia mana sebab aku dapat la 6A dan semua subjek aku tuisyen semua dapat A. So alhamdulillah la. </div>
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Untuk orang yang sekolah dkt Malaysia hanya dua tahun je 6A tu bg aku cukup banyak dh walaupun aku sebenarnya boleh lagi. Tpi Mama Ayah dah bangga dh dgn pencapaian aku, tu cukup buat aku happy.</div>
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Lepas aku habis SPM, aku ada niat nk sambung private Uni. Aku tkthu la apa yg aku gelojoh sgt sampai tk reti tunggu result UPU. Hahahaha</div>
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Aku ni dri SPM lagi dah plan future aku dan yang paling aku tahu aku nk sambung Akaun. Akaun is my life.</div>
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Aku kerap pergi edu fair, buat research itu ini. Aku tnya Mama boleh tk aku nk masuk private Uni dia cakap boleh tp aku kena buat research dulu uni yang aku masuk.</div>
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Time ni mmg bnyk gila choices aku tp pilihan terakhir adalah antara MMU dan UNITEN.</div>
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Dengan izin Allah aku teruskan pengajian aku di UNITEN Muadzam Shah, Pahang. Ceruk woi. hahahahhaa.</div>
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Aku pilih untuk buat asasi selama kurang dari setahun dan aku akan sambung degree selama 4 tahun dan sambung ACCA. Reason aku pilih UNITEN sebab dia je yg ada asasi perakaunan. Aku tknk buat asasi bisnes.</div>
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Sekarang asasi dh habis, tgh buat degree. Aku kadang2 ad sikit rasa macam menyesal pilih UNITEN. Tkthula weh..</div>
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Aku igt kalau aku maintain result , aktif koko aku senang dpt pinjaman, scholar etc ...rupanya tak.</div>
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Gaji mak ayah aku membuatkan aku selalu tersekat.</div>
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Aku mohon semua benda tp aku ttp tk dpt lgi. Kadang aku rasa nak give up. Aku sakit tgk parents aku bayar yuran aku sampai 8k satu sem. T_T</div>
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Aku cuba sedaya upaya nk kurangkn beban, tp aku tkthu kenapa tkde satu pun yg lekat. </div>
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Depress weh....</div>
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Tengok kawan2 lain dpt MARA, JPA, YTN..semua tu...</div>
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Jeles weh..</div>
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Aku harap sgt aku kuat nk jalani liku2 hidup dkt sini.. aku harap sgt aku tk quit dri UNITEN atau extend sem sbb tk bole nk bayar yuran...</div>
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Actually bukan tk bole..bole je.. tp aku kesian..duit tu boleh buat benda lain. Untuk adik2 aku......</div>
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perjalanan diorg masih jauh...</div>
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Kadang aku rasa aku la punca diorg tk dpt apa diorg nak....</div>
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Tpi aku ni mmg membebankn orang dri dulu lagi....</div>
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Assalamualaikum....<br />
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Haih sgt awkward nak mulakan post dkt blog ni. almaklumlah dh lamaaaa sgt tinggalkan.<br />
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Last 9 June 2017 was first anniversary of us since our first met.</div>
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Macam mana aku kenal dia? Haha. Here's the story.</div>
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Lepas SPM dlu aku terus sambung asasi dkt UNITEN Muadzam Shah buat Foundation in Accounting. <i><strike>(( nampak tk lama sgt aku tk update blog smpai tk terabis kisah spm aku dkt blog ni. basically aku dh skip satu kisah hidup aku dgn sorg mamat ni. but past is past.))</strike></i></div>
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We met in Bilik TV DH2 with other JPA-MARA students. We suppose to meet at 4pm but I came at 5pm because of my class. 💁🏻You guys ada briefing pasal taklimat and I was there a part of the facilitator yg kena guide korang since you guys tkde orientasi. 🙆🏻</div>
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Time tu aku mmg tk pandang sape2 pun. sbb semua tk hensem HAHAHAAHA ((mcm aku lawa sgt lol))</div>
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That day... 👉🏻👈🏻</div>
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Nina tkpena ad rasa nak cari laki lain.</div>
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((Tp ad niat nak usha yg hensem2 jdikn bff HAHAHA)) 😋😋🙏🏻</div>
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Nina tkpena pandang awak. Maybe pandang tp Nina tkthu tu awak.</div>
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Perhaps nina tk igt dh awak dlm fikiran nina pada 9 Jun 2016.</div>
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You were nothing to me.</div>
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🖇🖇🖇🖇🖇🖇🖇🖇</div>
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YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING SAYANG. 🌸</div>
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THANKYOU MUHAMMAD EZZAT EZMAN FOR MAKING ME YOUR GF AND FUTURE WIFE. 💗</div>
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You were amazing and still amazing.</div>
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I never feel regret for choosing you over him.</div>
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You are my only one. 💗</div>
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<i><br /></i><i>Hmmm....</i><br />
<i>Ehem...</i><br />
<i>Mic test..... 1.. 2.. 3.. </i><br />
<i>Alah poyonya. Hahaha</i><br />
<i><br /></i><b>Assalamualaikum</b> (( nk kena jdikn habit baru bg salam sebelum post something haha. ))<br />
Awkwardnya.....<br />
Dah tiga tahun tinggalkan dunia blogging.<br />
Suddenly at this time I want to start blogging again.<br />
Mungkin aku dh mula rasa yg luahkn disuatu tempat tentang semua yg terbuku di hati ni lebih bermakna sebab aku dh tk reti nk share dkt manusia.<br />
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3 tahun menghilang....<br />
Maka banyaknya perubahan dalam hidup aku...<br />
Dari segi kematangan aku, gaya hidup aku serta pasangan aku. <i><strike>((hmm ye aku tukar pasangan lagi buat kali ketiga, yg ni aku cerita dkt entry lain)) </strike></i><br />
<i><strike><br /></strike></i>Aku igt nk buat blog baru sebab nak lupakn yg lama tpi terlalu sayang nk tinggalkn.. tp tkperla aku dh janji :<br />
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Aku tk nk igt lagi semua peristiwa...<br />
Aku tahu pengalaman tu semua menjadikn diri aku yg sekarang..<br />
Aku tahu tu semua bnyk mengajar aku erti hidup.<br />
Tak dinafikn aku bersyukur untuk segala pertemuan dan perpisahan yang Allah tetapkan...<br />
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Ok la.. mukadimah aku setakat ni saje. nnti aku buat entry kenalkn siapa dihati yg terkini haha.<br />
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<i>"Uzma, tolong ambilkan adik blablabla. "</i><br />
<i>"Amani, jom jumpaaa..."</i><br />
<i>"Amanina, waar ben je?"</i><br />
<i>"Amanina Uzma focus la"</i><br />
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Assalamualaikum. Need to take a deep breath before nk type panjang-panjang untuk post kali ni.<br />
Berat jgk la nk mulakan post kali ni sbb nk kena imbas balik segala pahit manis yg berlaku sepanjang 2014 dan juga nk kena imbas balik siapa diri aku setahun yg lalu .<br />
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Empat dialog diatas nk tunjukkn yang aku ada empat dunia yang berbeza.<br />
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<li><span style="color: purple;"><i>Uzma</i></span>. Dunia seorang kakak dan seorang anak perempuan sulung Encik Azizan dan Puan Siti Haslinda</li>
<li><i><span style="color: purple;">Amani</span></i>. Dunia cyber. Boleh dikatakan zaman remaja bermula disini sejak Dec2009. Segala pahit bermula disini.</li>
<li><span style="color: purple;"><i>Amanina</i></span>. Dunia Holland. Seorang pelajar yang sentiasa pentingkn masa depan dia dan seorang kawan yang hanya bole hidup kalau ada kawan.</li>
<li><span style="color: purple;"><i>Amanina Uzma</i></span>. Dunia SMK. Segalanya berubah disini. </li>
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Sebenarnya ada lima. Kalau campur dunia fantasi la. Haha'<br />
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Ok. Kat mana eh nak mula?<br />
The fact yang aku bukan lagi aku yang selalu merengek nak balik Malaysia nak jumpa org ni nak jumpa orang tu. Haha.<br />
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Being back again in Malaysia is such an honor to me. <strike style="font-style: italic;">Sorry aku mmg tk bole move on lgi dgn the fact yg aku bukan lgi bdk Holland.</strike><br />
Aku balik atas sebab yang sgt tk relevan dan aku menyesal dgn reason tu. Tpi aku berjaya cri reason lain kenapa aku balik sini.<br />
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Balik sini balik ibarat aku mulakan hidup baru. Wooo.<br />
Aku tk pena expect yg mulakan hidup bru ni ssh gila. Igtkn senang.<br />
Well actually nothing is easy in life right? :)<br />
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Sebenarnya senang tapi bagi aku susah sbb aku kena stand on my own feet . Hidup sebagai Amanina Uzma bukan lagi Amani. Kalau dulu selama 4tahun aku seolah dah hilang dari dunia realiti sbb terlalu dgn cyber. Tapi sekarang? Aku hidup dengan realiti.<br />
Kadang kadang serabut buntu rasa nk marah rasa nak nges nak jerit semuanya la sbb aku tk bole nk explain segalanya sbb dorg tk thu siapa aku yang dulu.<br />
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3bulan pertama aku dekat Malaysia. Struggle dia, hanya Allah yang tahu.<br />
Balik dengan harapan yang tinggi dah sampai sini semua org yg aku nk jumpa seolah menghilang sekelip mata. kau thu tk rasa frust dia mcm mana?<br />
Dengan ujian yang Allah bagi antara aku dgn si dia.........<br />
Dulu masa dkt sana sebok cakap "Bila nak jumpa? Bila nak balik?"<br />
Aku dh balik... semua diam. Semua missing in action.<br />
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Frust dia...Mmg tk bole nk move on berbulan beb. Asyik berharap...<br />
Hari hari menanti.....Still lgi cri jalan mcm mana nk jumpa...<br />
Kdg kdg rasa mcm desperate..Well.. tk matang lgi nk buat mcm mana..<br />
I'm just a girl......<br />
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Tapi sampai satu masa aku berjaya jgk move on. Aku berjaya move on sbb aku berjaya ubah mind set aku...Sebab aku sedar <b>sesetengah manusia hanya pandai berkata kata dan tk pernah maksudkan kata kata dia</b>. DEEP.<br />
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Aku ubah mind set aku dengan memujuk dia untuk hidup di dunia realiti. And yes i did it.<br />
Aku bersyukur gila aku masuk balik sekolah dkt Malaysia ni. And bersyukur dapat rasa mcm mana sekolah menengah dkt Malaysia ni even hanya untuk dua tahun.<br />
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Setahun beb... setahun aku struggle nk sesuaikn diri ni dengan situasi baru.<br />
Benda paling ssh untuk aku buat ialah tk lagi mengharapkan kakak kakak kesayangan aku.<br />
Tak lagi nk jdi seorg yg kuat mengadu...tk lgi jdi seorg yg akak merengek...<br />
<i>"Kak Syida....."</i><br />
<i>"Kak Hanisss......"</i><br />
<i>"Kak Lynn......." </i><br />
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4tahun aku mcm tu....sekali kena ubah... and yes i did it. Aku berjaya..tpi kdg kdg rasa lembik jgk la sbb tk mampu tahan. I guess i'm a human afterall.<br />
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<b><u> First pic - Kak Syida.</u></b><br />
Dari dulu sampai sekarang mmg tk berubah sikap aku yg suka menyusahkan dia. Sikitsikit kak syida.....Kak syida...Akak....<br />
Aku tk thu kak syida rasa apa dgn perangai aku yg mcm ni....<br />
Maaf kak...<br />
Mungkin Nurul Syahida akan sentiasa menjadi tulang belakang Amanina Uzma dan mungkin Amanina Uzma akan sentiasa mengharapkan Nurul Syahida.<br />
Terima kasih kak. Hanya Allah je yg mampu balas segala jasa baik akak. :')<br />
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<u><b>Second pic - Kak Lynn.</b></u><br />
Pakar motivasi. Yes i admit dia mmg tk selalu ada dgn aku tpi bila aku perlukan dia... Zuppppp terus dia datang. Serious terharu gila dgn segala yg kak lynn dh buat untuk aku.<br />
Dia la yg dtg time aku betul2 jatuh.<br />
Kak saya tkkn pernah lupekn apa yg akk dh buat untuk saya.<br />
Jaga diri kak. Moga akak dpt capai apa yg impikan.<br />
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<b><u>Third pic - Kak Hanis</u></b><br />
Kakak yg mengajar aku untuk tk tgk balik pada masa silam. Kak Hanis mmg lalui benda yg sama .... ok la tk la sama sgt..tp similar since semuanya kerana org yang sama kan? :)<br />
Kak Hanis mmg tk suka klu aku akan bangkitkan isu dulu... Dan aku sebenarnya pun tk suka.. Alhamdulillah sbb kak hanis jgk aku jdi terbiasa untuk ikut cara dia sbb itu la cara yang terbaik untuk teruskan hidup.<br />
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TIpu kalau aku ckp setahun ni aku berjaya harungi dengan sendirinya tanpa bantuan org lain. Tipu sgt. Sbb aku ni bukan lah jenis yg suka bersendirian. Aku mesti perlukan... paling kurang sorg la yang sentiasa dengan aku.<br />
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Alhamdulillah. Allah tu maha pemurah. Allah temukan aku dengan orang yang baik baik aja. Senang cerita Allah temukan aku dengan orang yang mampu mengubah diri aku dari yang kurang baik menjadi yang baik serta lebih baik.<br />
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<b>Filza</b> - Seriously aku mmg tabik dkt dia awal tahun. Sbb dia selalu ceria senyum positif. Tpi bila dpt kenal lebih dalam...dia sebenarnya mmg lemah jgk. Filza la yg berjaya buat aku ubah mind set aku jdi positif.. Filza jgk ajar aku untuk jdi kuat and tk bergantung pada org lain. Kalau Raja hanya mampu dgr je.. filza pulak penuh dgn ayat ayat yg memberangsangkan. Filza jangan sedih-sedih tau. Kita sama sama kuat tau. </div>
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<b>Sera</b> - aku rapat dgn dia pertengahan tahun itupun sbb abang senior. Hahahahaha. Kiteorg sama sama minat abg senior. Aip tpi abg senior yg berlainan. Dia ni kira lgi emo dri aku but still lebih expert nk bermadah dri aku. Hahaa. Bnyk sgt persamaan dgn dia smpai org ckp muka sama. Haha Thanks sera sbb sentiasa ada dgn aku and sentiasa paham perangai aku. </div>
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<i>Sebab aku rindu abang. Sangatlah rindu. Ni rupanya rasa untuk hidup berjauhan. Sbb aku tk pernah berjauhan dgn salah sorg family member aku untuk jangka masa yang lama. Paling lama 2 bulan itupun sbb mama outstation. Dkt Holland dpt rasa nikmat hidup as one family sbb selalu berkumpul. Balik skolah nampak ayah adik adik lpstu nnti mama balik abg balik.. Tpi dkt sini balik sekolah rumah kosong... Mama selalu outstation ayah pulak kerja. Abang? Mmg tk kn jmpe la klu dh jauh. I guess yg abang dh makin matured and need to live on his own. And aku yg kena pikul tanggungjawab dia. Aku akan cuba untuk terima. </i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">WARNING : ENTRY NI PANJANG GILA! SO KLU RASA TK MAMPU NK BACA SMPAI HABIS EXIT JE LA xD</span></div>
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Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera. <strike>Ok bajet formal sgt. Haha</strike></div>
Nak cerita pasal #EMGATH2014 yang dkt PakJohn tuuuuuuuuuu. Hehe<br />
Fikir banyak kali ni nak buat post ni sebab ada penyakit segan tahap dewa dalam diri ni. Haahahahha<br />
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Encik Mimpi. Hmm. Kenal EM masa dia buat cover dulu laaa cover dia yang paling femes tu "Price Tag" yg lirik dia hasil dri google translate. Haha Start dri situ la minat. Tpi minat yang still lagi boleh kontrol. Tk obses beb. Jgn la minat yg mendalam nnti ssh sbb tk pandai control hidup . Haha silap aribulan buku mmg tk hadap dh. Asyik hadap screen phone dgn laptop 24jam je nnti hanya sbb EM. Haha.<br />
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Meh nk cerita mcm mana boleh terlepas ke gath EM ni. haha. Saya dgn Kak Hanis ni mmg dh lama kenal. Memandangkn tahun ni mmg dh jrg gila jumpa.., <strike>Alahai mcm selalu sgt jmpe padahal bru je balik Malaysia thun ni -_-.</strike> So dh ckp awal awal dgn Kak Hanis nnti cuti sekolah jumpa. Dh nk dekat cuti tu... Kak Hanis ws ckp yg EM akn buat gath. Dia ajak join. Saya pun dgn rela hati ckp <i>" InsyaAllah saya tak janji apa apa. Saya akan cuba" </i><br />
Mula mula mmg serious wa ckp tk de feel pun nk gi event sbb takut nk minta izin Mama. K Mama saya mmg garang gila ah. HAHA.<br />
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Then bila official poster untuk gath dh keluar.. Nampak kak hanis post dkt wechat. Bila tgk poster tu.. Fuh excited beb ... Time tu mmg meronta2 ah nk pergi sbb ada nama abam Fero. Heheheheh.<br />
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Dalam hati dh fikir <i>" Dapat jumpa EM, lepastu ada abam Fero then Kak Hanis. Weh terbaik ah 3 in 1 siot. " </i> Haha. Time tu terus ws kak Hanis. Kak Hanis pun dgn excited dia suruh join bagai. Saya pun ikutkan je la kn...<br />
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But then stu hari tu Kak Hanis ckp <i>" Akak tk join pun event tu ekceli. Tk sempat pun." </i><br />
K. Mental breakdown. Punya la excited nk pergi sbb igt Kak Hanis akn teman... tetibe dia ckp dia tk join pun. Serious mmg dh tk de feel nk gi event sbb takut nk survive sorg sorg. hahahah<br />
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Mula mula igt tknk bgtau Abam Fero yg saya join event tp disebabkn kak Hanis tuuuu tk join so sye pun ws abam fero ckp suruh teman time event hahaha. <strike>musnah plan wa. ish kak hanis ni :p</strike><br />
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Nak cancel dri pergi event mmg tk la. Peluang cmni ssh kot nk dpt.. Dh dpt greenlight dri Mama lpstu sng sng je nk cancel mmg idok le. So dgn tabahnya saya pergi event tu. Hehehe<br />
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Sebelum event, 2 or 3 hari sebelum tu Kak Ca ada buat group dkt ws . Kiteorg bincang la nk pergi sama sama cmne. Kiteorg sgt padahal saya mcm biskut dlm group tu. Silence reader je. Haha Malu kottttt. ><' T<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">ni Marni. Semua ckp kiteorg muka sama. Haha tlg laaaaaaa. Beza la. Marni ni tua setahun dri saya. Heee Dri pg smpai ke event saya berdua dgn Marni. Thanks marni sbb teman. Hihi</span></div>
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Kiteorg smpai dkt PakJohn dlm kol 12 cmtu. Awal jgk la. Hehehe Rasa jakun jp masa smpai dkt The Curve tu. Ye la mana pena jejak kaki dkt situ. HAHAHAHA. <span style="font-size: x-small;"><strike>Tolong memahami sikit bdk yg bru nk kenal Malaysia.</strike> </span>Kak Ca dgn Ryuka ambil kiteorg dkt entrance and bwk ke Pak John. time tu sumpah dh rasa nerves gila sbb nk jumpa org org bru. Heheheheh</div>
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Lepastu kan ada la dua jejaka ni asyik pandang jeeee. Hahahaa. Then last last diorg tegur </div>
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<i>" Kenal tak?" </i>Time tu dh.. Ah sudahhh siapa pulak kan. hahaha then jwb je laa. </div>
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<i>" Amir Affan " </i></div>
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<i>"Errr senior sekolah ke? Yg jumpa dkt mid semalam tu eh?" </i></div>
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Ok time tu Amir terus blur. Saya pun pelik kenapa saya ckp cmtu. AHAHAH. Alkisahnya sehari sebelum event keluar pergi mid dgn kwn kwn then ternampak abg senior dgn geng geng dia. Ad sorg kwn abg senior tu mmg muka mcm Amir .... So...sbb tu la. Haha</div>
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<i>"Tk lah yg ni dkt group tu la . "</i></div>
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Then bru igt oh okkkk. Haha Maafkn saya Faz dan Amir sbb mmg tk tgk pun nombor siapa dkt dlm group tu. HAHAHAHA. Tpi korg kira senior jgk la kan.. ye laa batch97 :p</div>
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Amani kn mula2 confius tau tgk korg dua.. Asal amani nampak korg dua jeeee korang tgh pilih baju... Benda yg sama je korg buat dri awal smpai habis event tk habis2 pilih baju. Hahaha terima la hakikat saiz S dh habis . Kesiannnnnnnn :p</div>
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Ok...... sebenarnya tk igt nama kakak yg ddk sebelah kak Amal ni.. kak Nabihah kn? hahahaa Maafkan sayaaaaaaa. </div>
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Masa selebihnyaaaa dihabiskn dgn abam fero je. Hahahahaha. Nk berkenalan dgn org lain mcm teragak agak. Sumpah blur tk thu cmne nk gi dkt org. hahahaha. Saya mmg ada phobia sikit jumpa org ni shaking tahap maut ah nnti klu dh nerves sgt hahaa..</div>
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Time tu berharap sgt kak hanis boleh smpai before event habissss. Serioussssssss talk. Hahahah. Ws dgn kak hanis tk henti henti. Abam fero plak asyik tnye <i>"Hanis mana. Hanis mana"</i> Hahahahaa</div>
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Break session for Asar. Time tu mmg asyik dgn abam fero je la. Hahahaha Then bergambar je la dgn siapa yg ada. </div>
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Dorg mmg suka photobomb gmbr org. Semua gmbr dgn abam jeha ada muka dorg. hahahahahahah Siot jeeee. Sian tau sayaaa tkde gmbr yg perfect dgn abam jeha. :')</div>
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Pssttttt... abam jeha nk thu tk marni knnnn.. masa abam jeha perform kann dia kannn...... tk kelip mata wooo.. kemain khusyuk tgk abam jeha. hahaha Amani pandang sekali ok dia ada dkt sebelah pandang dua kali tgk hilang dh... Bila cari ok dia ddk dpn skali. Semangatnya. Haahahahaahah. <strike>maafkan sayaaa Marni. terbagi tahu :p</strike></div>
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Hasil gmbr abam fero yg snap . Hahaha</div>
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Bak kata kak hanis :<i> "Hilmi dlm gmbr kurang sikit hensem tpi dkt luar pergh ensem"</i> So korg kena jumpa dia ftf bru thu tahap kehenseman dia ok? :p</div>
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Time kak hanis dh nk smpai mmg kelam kabut gila. bercelaru siot. Hahahahahah. Kak Hanis call dia dh smpai..tnye jalan mana nk masuk ke PakJohn. Ahh sudah saya masuk ke PakJohn pun Kak Ca dgn Ryuka yg ambil mana laa nk thu. Then dpn mata ada abam Fero bg je la kt abam fero suruh ckp dgn kak hanis. Lpstu dia plak pas dkt Ryuka. Hahahah Serabut tgk hahahaha. Ryuka pun dgn baik hati berlari pergi ambil kak hanis dkt entrance. Igtkn Main entrance. </div>
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Kak Hanis call lgi skali ckp manaaa ni..Hahahah. Then dia ckp <i>"Akak dh dkt dgn pakJohn."</i> Ok time tu rasa nk cekik kak Hanis. Kenapaaa tk ckp dkt entranceeeeee sebelah pakJohn. Oii rasa nk debik. hahaah Kesian Ryukaaaaaaa. Maafkan kami. Hahaha</div>
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Dh ckp dh dgn kak Hanis. Apa apa hal saya mesti org first yg dia jumpa and yes...I was the first one yg nampak dia. Menjerit laaaaa apa lagi. Rindu kot lama gila dh tk jmpe... Mcm jejak kasih dkt situ. Hahahahahaha. </div>
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Lepastu kan spatutnya lps event nk lepak makan dgn abam fero and kak hanis..... Tpi tk kesempatan ye la masa dh suntuk dan saya bwh umur mana bole keluar sampai lewat tgh malam.... Lain la umur dh mcm kak haniss tuuuu. Bole jalan sne sini :p Hahahahahah. Tpi yg peenting dpt jumpaaa siapa yg saya nk jmpe. :') Syukur gila. Serious happy gila. Alhamdulillah.. Bila Allah izinkn segalanya akan dipermudahkn.</div>
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<i>Untuk Kak Hanis, terima kasih for everything. maaf la mmg tk dpt nk sorok muka penat and rasa tension hari tu. Hahahaha. Apapun saya ttp happy dpt jumpa akk even kejap. Act tk puas sbb tk dpt nk story mory mcm kita jmpe dulu dkt rumah Amani. Hehehe. Akak take care dkt sarawak insyaAllah ada jodoh jumpa lagi. Sayang akak. ♥</i></blockquote>
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Salam perkenalan untuk semua DreEMers yg saya jumpa time event tu. Maaflah saya tk dpt nk igt nama semuanya. Hehehehe. Tpi muka InsyaAllah saya cam. Terima kasih untuk semua org yg teman saya time event tu tegur saya and so on. InsyaAllah ada jodoh kita jumpa lgi di next event who knows kan. Maafkan salah silap saya time event tu. Sesungguhnya yg baik dtg dri Allah dan yg kurang baik pastinya dri saya. Hehe</div>
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Sebelum nak type lebih panjang dkt post niii...... Nak jerit dulu Hahaha. Ok Sakai. Sakai sangat. -_-</div>
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Nak cerita pasal 12 Disember 2014. 3 hari dh berlalu. Heheh</div>
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Masa akhir bulan Nov 14', Kak Hanis ws, dia hantar gambar. Poster 2nd Gath EM. Tbh, mmg tk de feel tau masa mula mula tgk lepastu nampak nama... Abam fero. Ok fikir dua kali . Hahaha</div>
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Dari dulu lgi mmg nk jumpa tp mcm tk de harapan. So dengan dukacitanya saya memutuskan segala harapan dan membuang segala angan angan untuk jumpa dia dan orang orang yang sewaktu dengannya. 3tahun kot menunggu. Hahahah. Ye la dulu mana ddk dkt Malaysia. dh balik ni je la harapan nk jmpe. Tpi tk sampai jodoh lg nk jmpe dia so redha. Haha</div>
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Day by day passed. Alhamdulillah dpt keizinan join event tu. Tapi dan dan pulak Kak Hanis kata dia tk join event sbb tk bole smpai on time. Time tu minda ni blank. Serious mental breakdown . Haha mcm mana nk join event? Tk kenal sorg pun..... Mcm mana nk jumpa abam fero? Nnti nervous .... Mana nak sorok muka.. Nk nges pun ada rasanya. Haha Kak Hanis jahat oh.</div>
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Tapi fikir bila lagi nk jumpa Kak Hanis kn.. Ye la rindu kot.... Dh la ddk jauh dh sekarang. So saya tabahkn hati. Konon alasan nak suruh diri ni berdikari sikit. Ye la selama ni semua nk harapkn org. Kalau keluar makan, mana nk order sendiri. Haha tk terkeluar suara thu tk. Haahahahahaha. Malu tahap gaban.</div>
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So.. Harinya dh tiba. Alhamdulillah it went well. Serious rasa seronok gila. Happy tk terkata sbb akhirnya angan angan nak jumpa yang berkenaaan tercapai juwa. Hahaha. </div>
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Bila tgk Abam fero perform depan mata serious rasa mcm tk percaya.. Mimpi ke apa? Ye la selama ni tgk dia dkt depan screen laptop je. Dkt youtube ... Tetiba hari tu tgk dpn mata. Serious terpegun. Haha. And tgk fans dia yang ramai lg mcm terkejut.. Woah... Femes gila abam fero. Hehehe Mohon jangan lupa saya nnti. Haha. Nak jdi silence fans je ni :p </div>
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Dan dan pulak lepastu abam fero cakap... Darius datang belah malam tu...Serious minda blank lgi sekali. Tk thu nak react mcm mana. Kalau ckp awal awal boleh la kot prepare minda ni.. Last minute cmtu.. huru hara jdinya. Hahahahahhaahaha. Tpi dlm diam mmg nk jumpa jgk.<br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-43613306403323874552014-12-10T01:42:00.005+08:002014-12-10T01:43:45.546+08:00It's getting harderAssalamualaikum. It's been awhile.<br />
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Being able to type a post again just make me feel glad. Because I've always felt hurt whenever I see my blog. All the post that I've publish. It's like a story of my journey. </div>
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Ahah. Can't believe that I've been in Malaysia for one year. I never thought I would come to this far. </div>
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I've made it. I've been through so many bitter sweet moment. Hmm biarlah cerita ni akhir sampai sini.<br />
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Hmm. Actually, for all the time that i've been here, I learned so many things. From an immature little girl, and turned up as a mature big girl. Sorry, I just think that I need some compliment from myself.<br />
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Allah temukan saya dengan pelbagai jenis manusia. Pelbagai ragam manusia. Dan dari mereka saya belajar mencari diri saya yang sebenar, membaiki segala kekurangan dan membawa saya melihat dunia yang sebenar.<br />
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Dari hari ke hari semakin banyak yang berlaku untuk mematangkan minda saya. Dan dari hari ke hari juga saya belajar untuk mengharungi segalanya dengan sendiri tanpa mengharapkn sesiapa lagi. For this several months, I've ignored everything that can make my mind think so negative. And yeah I'm glad that I'm able to do that.<br />
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Dulu selalu sangat cakap pasal rindu. Rindu tu rindu tu.. Saya rasa rasa rindu yang saya selalu ucapkan dulu adalah rindu yang tak ada nilai dan juga rindu yang sangat sangat sangat TAK BERMAKNA ! Rasa mcm selama ni dah rindu pada orang salah. And I'm glad yang memang sekarang jarang guna perkataan rindu tu lagi untuk mereka mereka. Bukan tu je mmg dh jarang akan cakap pasal rindu. Sbb... Rindu... Rasa tu.. Sangat menyakitkan. Haha.<br />
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Allahuakbar... Peritnya rasa ni...<br />
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Berapa lami lagi.... Rasa perit... RIndukan orang yang kau SUSAH nak jumpa because of distance matter. Bersyukurlah kalau kau berpisah dengan orang yang kau sayang tpi still satu negara... Bersyukurlah... Tolong bersyukur.</div>
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Ye aku tahu, tk guna nak rasa mcm ni.. tpi pernah tk paham.. betapa susahnya... nak buat semua ni?</div>
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Ya Allah.. Jagakan mereka untukku.. Dan temukan ku dengan mereka suatu hari nnti dalam keadaan yang baik dan situasi yang sgt mengembirakan...</div>
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Jahat jahat seorang manusia sekalipun tetap ada kebaikannya yang tersembunyi.<br />
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Assalamualaikum. Long time no see. How I miss everything.. All the free time I had .. Hmm . I've been so busy lately. Ofcourse la. I want to be "pelajar cemerlang" in SMK for this year and next year, my last school year. May Allah ease everything. Amin. ♥</div>
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Kali ini aku tewas. Sudah berapa bulan aku kuatkan diri.. tapi aku tewas.. tewas dengan hati sendiri.. tewas dengan pemikiran sendiri. Kata kata hati.. kata kata akal fikiran memakan diri. </div>
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Sungguh aku rasa sakit sekarang..tetapi tak pandai aku untuk menggambarkan betapa sakitnya. Merindukan orang yang sendiri tinggalkan. Tinggalkan demi kebaikan.. Tapi akhirnya aku tewas dengan keputusan sendiri. Memakan diri sendiri. </div>
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Menahan seorang diri .. amat perit. Tak tahu kenapa tetapi aku sudah tidak pandai untuk menceritakan kepada orang tentang kesedihan aku. Aku dh tk pandai cara untuk meluahkan.. dan sebab itu aku memendamnya..</div>
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Dia pergi.. dengan senyap..tanpa sebarang kata dan tinggalkan seribu satu soalan. How do you expect I'm gonna accept it so easily? Igt senang nk biarkan benda ni lesap dari fikiran? Igt senang nk lupekan apa yg dh bina selama 2 tahun? INGAT SEMUA SENANG? </div>
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Datanglah kembali..dan kau berikanlah penjelasan yg benar. Kalau benar kau sudah jadi milik yg lain.. jelaskan kenapa..Yes.. I'm the one who put a fullstop in our relay.. tetapi siapa dia sebelum aku letak nokhtah.. jelaskan siapa DIA... siapa.. </div>
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-42001053465703364422014-03-26T23:43:00.001+08:002014-03-27T00:04:56.680+08:00Kem Putra - The begin of our memories as a familyAssalamualaikum. Long time no see ah. Firstly just wanna say , YEAY I'M FINALLY 16 YEARS OLD. Dh besar dh Nur Amanina Uzma ni. <strike>Ok aku mmg suka ckp sorg sorg. </strike>Haha<br />
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<i>Thankyou Meiosis for this picture or let me just thank Raja ♥</i></div>
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Ok back to the main point. Kali ni nk cerita apa yang terjadi di Cameron Highland selama 3 hari 2 malam tu. Wa nk pesan awal awal blogpost kali ni mmg panjang. Nk buat karangan tpi ayat tk de la sastera mana. Guna ayat pasar je. Haha.</div>
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<i>Teaser sikit. ♥♥♥♥</i></div>
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Kem Putra ini sekolah yang anjurkan. Berdasarkan 9 unit beruniform, hanya 10 orang yg paling aktif dlm unit beruniform tu je dipilih untuk pergi kem ni.<strike style="font-style: italic;"> (Ala cakap je 10 ada unit beruniform dh lebih. Haha) </strike> </div>
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So, aku ni awal tahun hari tu dh pilih nk msk KAPA <i>( Kadet Pertahanan Awam) </i>Mula mula mcm ragu ragu je. Nk msk tk nk nk msk tk nk. Tpi dgn pujukan puan Norma. Aku pun tick la dan terus msk KAPA. Aku ckp dkt korg la masuk KAPA ni mmg best gila. Semua benda aku dgn dak dak kelas aku conquer. Haha. Ok bapak kejam. hahah</div>
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Aku ni terpilih ke kem putra pun atas dasar ada jawatan. Kem ni yg pertama aku pergi. Seumur hidup aku aku tk pernah join mana mana kem dkt sekolah Malaysia ni. Awal awal mmg ada keraguan sikit. Aku harapkan Meiosis je time dkt kem tu sbb aku ni tk berapa nk kenal orang lain. budak baru katekan. </div>
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<i>Ni la 11 orang ahli KAPA yang pergi kem putra.</i></div>
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<i>Barisan belakang (Dari kiri) : Raja, Uzma, Aina, Filza and Fariqa</i></div>
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<i>Barisan depan (dari kiri) : Zafri, Khusaini, Naim, Shahril, Rafi and Ammar</i></div>
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Awal-awal aku kenal diorg ni aku rasa aku tk boleh nk get along tapi tanggapan aku salah sebab diorg ni melayan je Meiosis. Bak kata Naim, tk kenal maka tk cinta. Sama sama ikut masuk air. Serious sepanjang waktu Kem tu aku rasa kiteorg ni bergerak secara satu family. Caring to each other. Yg dak dak laki semua gentle2 but at the same time ad yg degil keras kepala. Rasa nk hentak hentak je dorg. Hahah Tpi nasib reti nk jaga puteri puteri KAPA . Hahah. Kamsahamnida. ♥♥♥</div>
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<span style="color: lime;">Meiosis</span>. Raja , Aina & Filza. Sepanjang kem tu diorg la yg jaga aku. Kdg kdg rasa aku pulak yg plg kecik time tu sdgkn aina dgn raja lagi muda dri aku. <i>Aku mmg suke fefeling yg plg muda.</i> </div>
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Filza ni merangkap Kak Long dlm meiosis. Dia la yg plg matang aku rasa. Kau jgn ckp la aku mmg bnyk kali dh kena marah dgn dia. Tpi apa yg dia marah ada betulnya. kdg kdg rasa nk menangis kalau kena marah. Sepanjang kem tu ad la 2 3 kali kena mara. Tpi wa diamkan kalau ikutkan hati nk meraung je cite dia. Hahahaha. Terima kasih kak long sbb sentiasa nasihatkan adik lu yg gedik dan annoying ni. Kalau kau tk gertak aku mmg aku tk berubah la cite dia. </div>
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Aina a.k.a Cik Tupai. Dia ni kalau tgh in a good mood mmg masuk air. Tpi kalau dia bad moood. pergh kau jgn tegur dia. Mmg kau kena gertak nnti. Cik tupai ni confident dia tinggi dan SADO ! Tersangat sado. Aku rasa aku la paling lembik antara diorg. Masa hiking tu dia la hero aku tlg ambilkn air dkt si naim yg dh kebelakang sgt dri kiteorg. Time tu gigil dia jgn ckp la. Ye la org tk makan choc mmg cmtu. Gula tk cukup tenaga tk ada. Terima kasih Aina sbb selalu jdi hero aku. ♥<br />
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Raja a.k.a partner kpop. Sepanjang dlm bas tu wa mmg ddk dgn dia. Dan sepanjang tu la kpop je memanjang. Hahaha. Raja ni rajin woo. Semua benda dia buat. Kalau baik baik sgt. Tpi kalau kau dh buat dia marah siap sedia la nk dgr dia jerit. Nampak je kecik molek tpi dia ad la sado sikit. Hahaha. Tpi tk boleh lawan sado cik tupai. Terima kasih la Raja jdi photographer kami, jdi alarm kami. Wa tk kn lupe la alarm kpop lu. Hahaha. </div>
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Junior kesayangan. Naim and Zafri. Naim jet jet macho bhai. Hahahahhaha. Bdk dua org ni bodyguard sejati meiosis. Terima kasih la sbb sentiasa dgn kami. Even kau org junior skalipun. Hhehehe. </div>
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Naim - Junior Jet jet macho tpi style dan gentle. Tpi aku tk boleh nafikan la ad time time yg mmg si Naim ni <strike><i>handsome</i></strike>. Hahah nasib dia junior aku. Lol. hahahaha. Thankyou Naim sbb tlg jagakan Raja and ad time time yg kau tlg aku jgk masa hiking and bg tumpang barang dlm beg. And thankyou konon2nya kotak teh yg kau byrkn untuk aku tu hadiah birthday aku. Hahaha. Tk sangka pulak kau baik hati nk byrkn. Terima kasih yg amat tau.</div>
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Zafri a.k.a Lai Lai - Junior yg plg manja dan gedik. Haha bru tk jmpe kjp katanya dh rindu keluarga KAPA. Sweet la tu. Hahahah. Dia la tukang habiskn makanan kami dlm bas. tpi masa pergi je la. masa balik khusaini dh ambil tempat dia. KESIAN ! Merana kau dkt belakang tu. Hahahahah. </div>
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Khusaini a.k.a Abg Hipster. Masa mula mula kenal rasa takut takut je nk bergaul. Ye laaaaaa aku ni kalau dgn dak dak laki form 5 malu dia lebih sikit tpi once dh kenal mmg rasa mcm dia sebaya. Nasib aku tk panggil khusaini ni abg. Dlm mind aku dh set org lebih tua mesti panggil abang even setahun sbb tu apa yg diajar oleh parents aku. Tpi khusaini dgn Shahril ni aku berjaya tk panggil diorg abg. Khusaini kuat melayan rupanya. Igtkn dia jenis tk melayan sgt tpi sama sama melayan kesengalan kami semua. Dia merangkap title abg long untuk dlm familyKAPA ni. Dia la yg akan kejutkn semua dak dak kapa yg ssh sgt nk bgn tu. Hahaha. Katanya dia ada ciri ciri bapak orang. Hahahaha ayahanda katakan. </div>
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Shahril a.k.a Abg Kempeng. First nk ckp jeles dgn shahril sbb kurus! Haha Shahril ni malu malu sikit. Hahah ckp sikit nnti malu blushing bagai. Hahah lpstu klu ambil gmbr ssh tau nk snyum tk thu napa. Nk tk kami ajar cmne nk senyum klu bergambar? Haha ad stu gmbr tu dia dh elok senyum buat peace bagai aku dgn filza pulak halang dia. Rasa nk nges jeeeeeeeee.</div>
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Untuk senior wa yg dua org ni terima kasih la sbb gentle selalu ada dgn kami tk kira apa jua. Khusaini thanks buat supriseeee birthday yg ala ala tiptop. padahal gula je pun ahaha sugus weh ! tpi heaven gila dpt sugus sbb 4 thn lebih dh tk mkn gula tu. And shahril thanks sbb bawakkn beg Aina. And maaf kalau dh buat otak kau pressure. Hahaha.</div>
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Sepanjang kem putra ni, halalkan segala makan minum aku dan kata kata aku. Kalau aku ada buat korang tersinggung sama ada dengan sengaja atau tk sengaja harap maafkan. Sarapan yg aku buatkan dgn Filza tu harap korang tk serik la sbb aku ni tk pandai nk bugdet taste orang. Klu tk sdp tu diam diam je la. Nnti kami akan pertingkatkan lagi skill masakan kami. Hahaha Cehh padahal buat sandwich je. Thankyou yg tk terhingga buat korang semua. Pahit manis yg kita tempuhi selama 3 hari dkt cameron tu tk kan pernah aku lupa. Inilah permulaan perjalanan kita sebagai family KAPA. Harap korang tk pernah menyesal kenal dgn aku. (<strike style="font-style: italic;"> Rasanya dh bnyk kali aku ckp thankyou tpi tk apa aku mmg betul2 terhutang budi dgn kebaikan korang.)</strike> Sayang korang semua. Semoga tiada apa apa pergaduhan yang berlaku nanti. Amin. </blockquote>
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Baca balik last post wah lama juga tk update blog. Last post masa awal tahun ni dh masuk bulan Februari. Ok let's straight to the point.<br />
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Alam persekolahan menengah? Di Malaysia? At the begin I thought it would be so scary without any experience, I thought I'm gonna be forever alone, I can't get any new friends and I also scared if people can't accept my present.<br />
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But then.. I put my first step on SMK Bandar Seri Putra, a school that I totally reject at the begin but end up to go there. On the first day, MALU ! The only thing I can say. Jumpa kawan kawan lama. Sungggggggggggguh malu. Hhahaha. Diorg semua dh hotstuff, tinggi, comel, cantik, handsome. Hihi.<br />
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I choose for package B which means it's for account stream. And permulaannya bermula bersama 4Berlian.<br />
Mula-mula masa tengok muka-muka pelajar 4Berlian. Hmmmm~ Am I able to get along with them? Risaunya kalau tk bole get along.<br />
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But then.. after 3 weeks with them. Everything changed. Dalam kelas aku macam budak hyper. -_- Tk rupa budak baru. Mesti diorg pikir aku annoying je. Hahahaha<br />
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Dari 36 jadi 32, 4 orang pindah sekolah, 1 tukar aliran dan datangnya seorang budak baru lagi. Hihi.<br />
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Danial Hakimee</span></i><br />
Ketua kelas a.k.a abang long Berlian. Masa mula mula masuk kelas mmg tk kenal siapa dia and tk berapa yakin bila dia dilantik jadi ketua. Hahahahah. <strike style="font-style: italic;">(maaf danial. :p)</strike> Bila dh mula kenal, and dh mula get along baru tahu character dia ! Kalau aku cakap aku malu gila kalau nk kena ckp dgn dia dlm kelas sekolah mesti dia menyumpah gila. hahahaha Aku suka bila dia selalu ceramah and tarbiyah adik adik dia even dia second last muda dalam 4Berlian ! Haha. Teruskan perjuangan mu untuk protect adik adik Berlianister ok. :p<br />
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<span style="color: magenta;"><i>Amanina Uzma</i></span><br />
Tak yah la aku nk describe diri sendiri. Tu namanya syok sendiri kan? Haha. Cuma nk ckp terima kasih sebab lantik aku jadi penolong tingkatan. Akan ku jalankan tugas tu dengan betul. ;)<br />
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Filza Syahirah</span></i><br />
Seorang yang sangat positif ! Selalu ceria and hardworking sgt! Focus sgt klu cikgu mengajar. <i><strike>(Jeles aku)</strike></i> Dialah pendengar setia saya dialah yang selalu memberi kata-kata semangat. Susah nk tgk Filza ni sedih. Pandai dia sorok kesedihan dia. Stay strong babe. And selalu sakat dia ada apa apa dgn abg long. Hahahahah. Paling susah hati klu dia merajuk. Tk thu nk pujuk cmne.<br />
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Aina Adriana</span></i><br />
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Budak baru Berlian. Mula mula masuk tgk dia mcm gangster naa. Tk rasa boleh get along dgn dia. Tpi last last end up ddk sebelah dia and klu dgn dia mmg tkboleh diam. Nk focus pun susah klu tgk dia. Hahahahah. Dia ni pemuzik 4Ber. Hari hari nk nyanyi. Suara mcm bdk bdk. Hahahahah. <span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 26px; line-height: 33px; text-align: center;">♫</span><i><b><u><span style="color: blue;">Ku benar-benar sayanggg</span></u></b></i> ~ :p Dia ni garang dengan budak budak. Takut aku tgk klu dia marah bdk bdk especially kalau berkaitan dgn budak form 1. Haha. Ainaaaa jadi ayuu sikit. Haha</div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Raja Nur Fahanah Qayyum</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Amira Afrina</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Ain Zulaikha, Afiqah, Ain Syafirah & Faezatul Najwa</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Nurul Ain & Sahirah</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Aliff Qayyum, Aliff Al-Hakim, Najmuddin, Arman Haqim, Amir Mirza </span></i></div>
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Geng abang2 yang duduk belakang. Masuk kan sekali abg long ! Haha. Nk kata dorg bising? bising lgi aku dgn aina. Ok malu. haahahah. Bak kata cikgu sains aliff qayyum dgn aliff al hakim kembar tk seiras. hehe. Najmuddin pula ssh nk dgr dia punya suara. snyp je. hehe. Amir Mirza pembuli setia masa sekolah rendah dulu tpi dkt SMK dak baik bhaii :p </div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Rafira, Abby, Aini & Izatul</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: magenta;">Myra , Aqilah ,Quasara & Atiqah Bazlaa</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="color: #351c75;">Buat Amirul Afiq, Hanis Haziqah, Najmi, Farhan and Hafidz, Selamat maju jaya dalam apa jua yang korang lakukan. Semoga korang dapat apa yang korang inginkan. :)</span></i><br />
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Assalamualaikum. My last post of 2013. Pejam celik pejam celik. Eh...... dah sampai di penghujung 2013. Tak sangka pula. Cepat betul masa berlalu untuk tahun ni.<br />
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Dekat twitter ada trend #PeopleWhoMadeMy2013 & #PeopleWhoMadeMyYearGood. Ramai sangat saya nak mention so saya buat blogpost je.<br />
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Bermula dengan Januari berakhir dengan December. There are many things happened this year. I've got so many sweet and bitter memories.<br />
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Awal tahun saya rasa sangat nervous dan saya kerap menghitung hari yang saya tunggu tunngu 5 November.<br />
Saya kerap menangis kerana hati selalu sangat rindu pada mereka yang ada di Malaysia. Masa tu Kak Syida, Kak Hanis, Kak Nini, Abang Ewan, Kak Lynn dan Fiqah kerap nasihatkan saya supaya jangan menghitung hari nanti terasa lamanya.<br />
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Kak Hanis ada cakap : <i>"Jangan risau, 10 bulan tu kejap je. Pejam celik pejam celik dah bulan 11"</i><br />
Bila sedih selalu ingat ayat kak Hanis.<br />
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Kawan saya Ela , dia cakap.. <i>tak perlu nak menghitung tapi sebaliknya kau hargai masa yang masih ada </i>sebab nanti saya akan betul betul rindu Holland. Yea betul.. saya sedang merindui Holland sekarang.<br />
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Masa awal tahun tu juga, saya dan yang tersayang bersama kembali dan sampai sekarang kami tk berpisah lagi macam tahun lepas. Alhamdulillah...<br />
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<i><a href="http://amanithecraziest.blogspot.com/2013/04/sweet-15.html">25 March 2013</a></i>. Hari jadi saya yang ke-15. Ia sangat bermakna. Masa <i><a href="http://amanithecraziest.blogspot.com/2013/04/memories-never-fade.html">birthday party</a></i> saya.. bila ingat balik.. seronok sangat masa tu. Rindunya saat Clara disisi saya. Saya igt lagi masa Clara buatkan saya patung ala ala Hans. :')<br />
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Masa bulan April Clara buat birthday party dia, saya sanggup tak ikut family pergi bercuti sebab nak attend party dia. Saya tahu itu yang terakhir.. sebab tu saya nak pergi. Best sangat time tu..<br />
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Zafina and her family came to Holland. At the moment I met her at Amalia's house, omg.. I'm so excited sbb dalam masa 4 tahun tu dia la yang first girl yg nk dekat umur dengan saya. Dia muda setahun dri saya.. I've been waiting for that time you know. Ada kawan yg nk dekat sama umur. Heeee. Since that day me, Zafina and Amalia selalu jumpa. Seronok sgt klu jumpa mcm mcm benda yg kami buat. Oh I miss you guys so much.<br />
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Amalia gave me 1D perfume as my farewell gifts. At that time i was so speechless. Thank you Amalia. I still keep the perfume. It's so precious.<br />
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Saya igt lagi time saya struggle gila gila untuk final sem saya. Saya nak result yang bagus..Alhamdulillah saya capai apa yang saya inginkan. Abg Ewan selalu marah saya sebab saya asyik online je. Saya selalu nges dpn dia sebab tk siap hw. Tapi dia la yang selalu support saya dengan study saya. Abg OB pula selalu tegur saya tapi dengan nada perli. Dia selalu ada untuk saya. Saya rindu sangat kami sama sama ada di twitter. :')<br />
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Teringat pula time saya <i><strike><a href="http://amanithecraziest.blogspot.com/2013/05/sentap-dan-terasa-kenapa.html">merajuk dan kecik hati</a></strike></i> dekat abang Hans. Kelakar betul bila igt balik. Hehehe<br />
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Masa cuti Summer, saya ada kenangan yang sangat indah masa tu walaupun sementara. Bulan Ramadhan dan Aidilfitri tahun ni sangat bermakna. Mungkinkah kerana ia yang terakhir?<br />
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Saya igt lagi time bulan Ramadhan tahun ni la saya start minat KPOP. Haha. Ini semua Kak Syida punya pasal. Dulu saya takut sangat nk minat kpop.. saya takut saya akan jadi obses.. Tapi bila dh TERminat, tak pula saya menyesal saya minat kpop.. Malah saya lebih suka sebab... urm.. biarlah saya dan Kak Syida je yg thu apa sebabnya. Alhamdulillah saya dapat control minat saya. Tk obses pun. Heheh.<br />
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Bila sesi persekolahan baru dh start, time tu saya gelabah sangat. Saya dah tkut.. Masa saya semakin suntuk. Saya ada lagi 8 minggu je masa tu. Banyak kenangan manis time tu. Sedih sgt bila igt balik. Lagi lagi bila igt hari terakhir saya di sekolah. Time Clara dengan Raquel buat <i><a href="http://amanithecraziest.blogspot.com/2013/11/its-time-to-say-goodbye.html">suprise party</a></i> untuk saya. Saya rindu sangat time tu.<br />
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Teruja sangat bila dah sampai di Malaysia. Tak sangka sekarang dh nak dekat 2 bulan saya disini. Saya dh nk kena pergi sekolah. Dh nk jdi balik student Malaysia. Bahasa bukan lagi Dutch tpi bahasa Malaysia.<br />
Kawan-kawan bukan lagi Clara, Raquel, Manuela etc tapi lain semuanya. Ya semua dh lain sebab berada di berlainan negara.<br />
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Saya dapat jumpa dengan siapa yang saya nak jumpa. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi peluang saya jumpa mereka. Rizal, Abg Hans, Kak Nini, Kak Myra, Kak Lynn, Kak Hanis, Kak Nia, Kak Erin dan Ela. Belum semua lagi saya jumpa. Belum ada kesampaian. Tapi tk apa, insyaAllah kita akan berjumpa pada tahun 2014. Jangan risau jika Allah izinkan kita bertemu maka jumpa la kita suatu hari nnti. :)<br />
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Banyak benda terjadi yang buat saya kecewa tahun ini. Tapi tak perlu la saya cerita. Buat apa saya nak ungkit sebab itu semua dugaan yang Allah dh bagi dekat saya. Alhamdulillah saya dapat hadapi masalah itu semua dengan kekuatan saya dan sokongan dari orang-orang yang tersayang.<br />
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<i><u>Terima kasih buat Rizal, Kak Syida, Kak Hanis, Kak Erin, Kak Nini, Kak Myra, Kak Taz, Kak Lynn, Abg Ewan, Abg OB, Abg Hans, Abg Iym, Kak Iffah, Fiqah, Dieylla, Kak Fatihah, Kak Eylah, Sima, Ela, Ika, kwn kwn yg baru kenal tahun ini dan ramai lagi yg telah buatkan 2013 menjadi tahun yang sangat bermakna. Terima kasih sebab ada selalu dengan saya dikala saya jatuh dan dikala saya berada di atas.</u></i><br />
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Saya nak minta maaf kalau saya ada pernah lukakan hati sesiapa sepanjang 2013. Moga tahun 2014 saya dapat berikan senyuman buat kamu semua.<br />
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<i><u>Special thanks to Abg Hariz, Zafina, Amalia, Clara, Jessica, Raquel, Manuela, Denisihia, Ashley, Emine dan semua kenalan di Holland. You guys made my year</u>. <b>I miss them at every second. How i wish i can go back there and meet them. </b></i><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-14376654570616816522013-12-11T22:48:00.001+08:002013-12-12T06:43:12.148+08:00Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enoughAssalamualaikum and hai. Wah lamanya tk post dkt blog ni. Rindunya. Heee.<br />
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Alhamdulillah saya dh selamat sampai di Malaysia. <strike>Dh sebulan balik baru nk update</strike>. Haha.<br />
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Well, busy sangat nak buat mcm mcm benda. I feel so good here in Malaysia but my heart keep missing Holland. But what can i do right? Life must be go on.<br />
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It's a month since I came back to my country. I've been doing so many things.<br />
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On <span style="color: magenta;">8th November</span> I went to Kulai, Johor. I visited my grandmother who was hospitalized 2 weeks before we came back. And the next day we went to Johor Bharu for Yong tau fu and ABC. Yummy ! Aha.<br />
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On <span style="color: magenta;">16 November</span> my childhood friend Iqin came over to my house. It felt so honor to see her. I've know her since 4 years old. Iqin teman saya pergi hangout esok hari nya. Oh ya Enni pon ikut sekali. Enni is also my childhood friend.<br />
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On <span style="color: magenta;">17 November</span> ...... I met <span style="color: cyan;">my special brother</span>, <span style="color: cyan;">my favourite one</span> and <span style="color: cyan;">my big idol</span>. I never expected that I'm gonna see him so early. It was an awesome day. He was so kind to me on that day. Kak Nini and Kak By was also there. I dont want story everything here. Biarlah hanya saya dan orang yg tertentu tahu berkenaan hari itu. Hehe.<br />
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Then on <span style="color: magenta;">21 November</span> I got a test. Malay test at SMK Bandar Baru Bangi Jalan 4. I was so nervous sebab 4 tahun tk buat exam Bahasa Melayu and now suddenly kena buat. Alhamdulillah dapat jawab even main hantam je jawab. Haha. Now i know that my Bahasa is still lacking.<br />
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After the test I met my cupcake. She is so cute and short. Hahahahhaa. We had our first starbucks together. She treated me. Thank you sis. Our Unicorn was not there. TK der rezeki lagi nak jumpa dia kot.<br />
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On <span style="color: magenta;">23 November</span> Kak Hanis and Kak Nia came to my house and slept over there. SOmething happened on that night. I was so sad but what to do? Thank you Kak Nia and Kak Hanis for comforting me. We had a big conversation on that night. It was so awesome that night.<br />
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Then the next week on <span style="color: magenta;">29 November until 1 December</span> i went holiday with my aunt, my lil sis faiqah and my lil bro Danish. From Penang to Kedah then back to Penang then to Perak for Lost world of Tambun. I was so tired but it was fun.<br />
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I had done so many things and now I realized yang saya dh boleh sesuai kan diri di sini. Eventho I miss my rutin harian di Holland.<br />
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Tak sangka masa berlalu dgn cepat. Tk sangka yg saya skrg berada di Malaysia. Kdg kdg rasa mcm mimpi sgt. Sampai tanya dkt diri sendiri <i><span style="color: lime;">"Aku ni betul ke ada dkt Malaysia skrg ni?" </span></i><br />
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And now i do really miss my big brother.<br />
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And now no more title as Holland Girl. I'm back being a Malaysian girl and i proud for being a Malaysian.<br />
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Assalamualaikum. *pandang kiri kanan dalam blog ni*<br />
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Lama jugak tk jenguk blog ni. Almaklumlah busy persiapan nk balik ke tanah air.<br />
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Dari dua tahun lepas asyik dok merengek rengek dkt dalam blog sebab nak sgt balik Malaysia. Kata lama lagi la itu la ini la. Sekali.. pejam celik pejam celik.. Eh lagi 3 hari je?<br />
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Apa rasa eh sekarang? Excited? Yer la hari yang dinantikan dh nk tiba.<br />
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Hmmmm. First at all.. <i><b><u><span style="color: lime;">I can't feel anything</span></u></b></i>.<br />
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Ok, sangat tipu. I do feel something. But it's mix feelings. What to do? Do you know what very weird is? I can't say that I'm too happy because it's nearly over.<br />
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2 weeks ago, I quit from school. On my last school day (18 October 2013), I got surprise farewell party from my two precious besties, Clara and Raquel. The party was an unforgettable memories. I saw Clara cried for me and you know how it feel to see your bestfriend crying for you? Because you gonna leave them? After so much treasure with each other?<br />
I felt so bad at that day. I can't accept the fact that I'm done with school in Holland. That I can't see my friends anymore. That everything gonna change.<br />
But my friends and teachers keep giving me strength to fear all of this. But somehow i feel so weak because I must fear it alone.. Only with myself.<br />
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Gedik kan? Nak sangat balik tapi bila dh sampai masa tk nk balik. Wooo. <span style="color: red;">Stop</span>.. It's not that i don't want to come back. I DO WANT. SO MUCH.<br />
But the problem is I'm scared.. that i won't be able to meet them again in the future. There is only 10% of this. And i keep hoping for that chance.<br />
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I'm having a hard time. Somehow i feel <strike>regret</strike> that i made this choice. The choice was stay here of going back. Instead of stay here i choose for going back. It was 50% and 50% for each choice. I told myself jangan menyesal dengan keputusan ini. Setiap apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Ada baik dan buruknya. I made this choice and i must keep going with this choice. I'm going to make 50% to 100%.<br />
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All the preparations are nearly done (But mine is done.). The 4 years of our journey is nearly over. And i'm glad that i created a very beautiful memories here with all my friends.<br />
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I just keep waiting for 5 Nov which is on next Tuesday. My flight is on 12 pm and i will arrived in Malaysia on 6 Nov on 7 am. Doakan semoga perjalanan saya dan keluarga selamat sampai ke destinasi. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami. Amin.<br />
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Thank you Holland for giving me <span style="color: magenta;">so many precious memories</span> in my life. I won't ever forget all the memories. I will keep it safe in my heart. Thank you friends and teachers for always stayed by my side and of course thank you so much Clara and Raquel for always staying by my side during these 4 years. </div>
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Assalamualaikum and hye. Dh lama rasanya tk update blog. Rindu dkt blog ni. Ok la mari kita terus straight to the point. </div>
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Rindu. Apa itu rindu?<br />
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Rindu itu kadang2 indah.. tpi kdg2.. menyakitkan.. <br />
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It hurts bila kita rindu pada orang yg tk sama taraf dgn kita. Lagi sakit bila kita thu kita rindu dia tpi kita tk bole bgtau dia or kita thu kita tk akan dpt respond.<br />
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Bila rindu someone.. kita akan mudah kenangkan memories bersama orang yang kita rindu tu oleh kerna itu la makin bertambah rindu kita pada dia. Mcm mana nk atasi semua ni? Saya sendiri tk thu. Perit kdg2 nk kena pendam nk kena simpan rasa rindu ni. Kdg2 tk terluah rasa rindu ni. kenapa perlu ada rindu ?<br />
Kdg2.. kita hanya rindu kenangan bukan orangnya.. tpi kenangan ttp kenangan.. tk mungkin akn berulang lagi. Tapi kita tk boleh elak pada rasa rindu ni.. sbb rindu ni dtg dri hati.. mulut boleh tipu tpi kita tk bole tipu hati kita.<br />
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Bila pikir pikir balik.. kita tk boleh nk marah klu org tk rindukan kita.. buat apa kita nk paksa org rindu kita? Tu namanya rindu yg tk ikhlas.<br />
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Cuba pikirkan..<br />
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Sbb tu saya ckp.. rindu ni tk bole dipaksa. Klu org tu tk rindu kita.. kita kena redha sbb ia lagi sakit klu kita dpt thu dia rindu kita tpi tk ikhlas. Kata2 tu hanya nk sdpkn hati kita je.<br />
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Bersyukurla dgn apa yg anda ada dan sabar dgn setiap ujian yg Allah berikan.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-62573355824188992402013-08-06T20:43:00.001+08:002013-08-06T20:43:52.201+08:00Aidilfitri is coming again<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Assalamualaikum. pejam celik pejam celik.. Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita. Kejapnya masa berlalu.<br />
Hari Raya Aidilfitri is coming. What to do?<br />
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Honestly.. Tahun ni saya excited saya nak raya. Kenapa? I can't explain why. Tak per la biar saya je yang tahu.<br />
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It's Aidilfitri 2013.. That means it's my last year to celebrate raya in Holland. With all my mix dutch+malaysian friends.. And guess what this year my best friend Clara, akan sambut raya together with me. Best kan? Mesti la..<br />
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But at the other side.. time flies.. lagi 3 bulan dh nak balik.. and lately ni saya makin rapat dgn kawan kawan saya yg saya jumpa tiap tiap tahun tapi tk pernah nk bertegur.. Saya happy .. happy sbb dpt kenal dorg dgn lebih rapat.. Cuma..dlm masa yg sama, Makin lama makin susah untuk saya .. Yer la dh nk balik Malaysia.<br />
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Selama raya 4 tahun ni.. Tk pernah pulak saya nk menyesal raya dekat sini. Saya suka raya dkt sini. Semuanya jimat. Hahahhaa. Yer la kalau dkt Malaysia nk raya je belanja perghh beratus ratus. Sini simple je.<br />
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Raya pertama selalunya saya akan pergi raya dkt embassy.. Jumpa kawan kawan.. Lps tu pergi raya rumah dorang.<br />
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Tapi... raya dkt sini.. tak semeriah mcm mana raya dkt Malaysia. Balik kampung.. Malam raya je tolong Mama masak. Gurau2 dgn cousin.. and my aunty.. Kadang-kadang sedih.. Tpi.. semuanya akn berakhir dlm masa 3 bulan lagi...<br />
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Susah nak terima kadang-kadang. Tapi apakan daya.. Ini takdirnya.. life must be go on.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-68010737213695133632013-07-16T22:13:00.003+08:002013-07-16T23:00:15.912+08:00Happy first anniversary AROSE. - Bintang HatikuAssalamualaikum. Hey. Dh 17hb ni. Maknanya dh seminggu puasa. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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Tengok tajuk pon dh thu post ni nak cite psl apa kan? Hehe. Sebenarnya anniversary Arose semalam. 16hb. Tapi AMANINA AZIZAN ni dia igt 17hb. Haish Amani mcm mana bole terlupa?<br />
Kak Syida dh igt dh 16hb. Tpi saya ckp it's on 17 July. Alaaaaa. Tk per la lagipon on that day semua busy. So kita celebrate sehari selepas anniversary boleh jgk kan? Hahaha<br />
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Sebenarnya..saya tak sangka yang Arose ni dh bersama setahun. Bulan May yg lepas saya mula la imbas balik kenangan lama lama tuh. Lps tu dkt blogpost saya yg lama tu ada tarikh first time Arose ditubuhkan. Pikir pikir balik eh dh nk setahun. Alhamdulillah. <a href="http://amanithecraziest.blogspot.nl/2012/08/arose-bintang-hatiku-selamanya.html">>Fly to the past<</a><br />
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Pejam celik pejam celik dah setahun kami bersama. Rasa mcm tk percaya pulak dh setahun. Rasa mcm bulan lepas baru kami bersama. Haha<br />
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Mcm mcm benda kami lalui. Pahit manis. Hehe Satu je kami belum 'buat'. Hangout berlima and our group photo. Ala dorg tunggu adik dorg yg tinggal jauh diperantauan ni haaa. Klu tk, dh lama plan jumpa berlima. Korang sabar tau ! Amani dh nak balik dh ni. Tpi jgn pula Amani dh balik tiba2 semua tk nk jmpe. Mau Amani menangis tak berlagu nanti :p Hahahahah.<br />
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Malas nk ckp bnyk2 mari kita teruskan cerita kita ke bab yg seterusnya.<br />
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A - Eh A tu tentu Amani kan? So buat apa cerita psl diri sendiri.<br />
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R - Rizal. buah hati jantung pengarang blablabla . Hahahahah Senang cerita ckp dia Candy boy saya. Tk nk la cite mcm2 psl dia. Nanti ada yg nk amik dia dri saya. K poyo. Hahahhaha Saya dh kenal dia lama dh. Dari 2011. Sebab dia jgk la saya kenal semua org. Thanks awak. Dia ni sejak2 dh abis SPM lps tu dpt kerja. Busy dia perghh kalah perdana menteri. Buat org rindu je. Kadang kadang rasa sunyiii je. Tpi saya kena paham dia kerja bukan pergi ENJOY. Dlm masa setahun bersama Arose ni tk ada yg bnyk benda bru saya tuh psl dia. Yer la dh kenal lama. So saya dh bnyk tahu psl dia. Dan dia pulak dia kekasih hati. Mana tk nya. Hehehe<br />
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O - Abg Ob. Abg Long dalam Arose. Honestly dalam setahun bersama Arose ni, saya bnyk tahu benda baru psl dia. Klu dulu saya tk pena nk amik thu sgt psl dia. <strike>Yer la mana nk pandang sgt kan asyik AA dgn HR jeeee :p Hahahah</strike> Kiranya dgn Arose ni saya dpt kenal abg saya yg sorg ni lebih dalam. Cewahh ayat. Haha. Dalam masa setahun ni so far cik abg sorg ni selalu buat saya tersenyum. Saya paling tk suka bila dia busy sebabnanti rindu berbakul bakul. #JujurNi Hahahaha. Tpi tuh kan kerja dia mana bole nk halang. Btwy tk nk ah cite bnyk2 psl dia. Sbb ramai stalker. :p Hahahah<br />
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S - Kak Syida. Alah dh bnyk ckp psl kak syida ni haaa. Nanti krg dia DM mcm biasa ckp " As usually nama akk ttp ada" Hahahhaa. Mcm biasa tiap saat tiap minit tiap jam tiap hari tiap bulan kak Syida la yg ade dgn saya susah senang. Dia la slalu ada untuk cairkn balik ego saya yg dh tinggi menggunung kalau geram dkt salah satu Putera Arose. Dia kuat bebel , kuat nasihat and paling penting kuat nges. :p hahah sama mcm adik dia. Yang paling penting kakak saya yg sorg ni seorg yg kuat. Kuat dalam hadapi semua benda.<br />
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E - Last one. Abg Ewan. Abg yg sgt lembut hatinya. Saya baru je kenal abg ewan ni. Anniversary kami bulan lps. Haha. Biasalah Arose ni ditubuhkan pon sbb time tu bru lps kenal dia. Hehe. Sama mcm abg Ob sebab Arose jgk la sye dpt kenal Abg Ewan lebih dalam. Satu je yg sye tk pena paham dgn abg saya sorg ni. Kenapa klu dia moody.. dia akan moody SEHARIAN. Haha. Sampai org lain tkut nk tegur. Kdg2 nk tegur kena pikir seribu kali . Abg Ewan ni kalau dalam bab marah. Perghh mmg TERBAIK. Bole dpt award. Pernah sekali kena marah dgn abg ewan kan sampai Amani seharian tk nk tegur dia. Tunggu dia pujuk punya pasal. Hahahah Lps tu abg ewan ni suka beduk adik adik dia. Dh tk syg agaknyaaaa :p hahaha<br />
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Sekarang ni banyak dh berubah actually. Masing masing makin busy . yer la semuanya bekerjaya. Lagi2 Putera putera Arose tu. 3 3 bekerja. Lain la princesses Arose ni. Dua dua study. No wonder klu saya dgn kak syida je yg slalu ade. Yer la dh la masih student nak nak skrg both of us tgh cuti dua bulan. Mmg kerja merempat dkt TL la gamaknya. Hahahahahhaa.<br />
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Rindu tu ttp rindu. Siapa tk rindu wooii? Cer ckp? Tpi nk buat cmne. Dh ini jalan hidup kami. Apapon saya ttp bahagia dgn Arose walaupon kami tak pernah jumpa berlima. Saya hargai semua kenangan yg saya ada bersama Arose. Kenapa manis disimpan buat tatapan disaat rindu berbakul bakul dkt dorg. Kenangan pahit pulak jadikan satu pengajaran. Walaupon kdg2 tk suka nk igt balik tpi.. itulah yg terjadi. mana bole nk putar lagi.<br />
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Terima kasih Arose for everything. Hope our "family" relation last long till the end of our breath. Amin<br />
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P/s - Abang abang dan kakak ku sekalian cepat cepat kawin eh. Kbaiiiiiiiiiiiii. Haha.<br />
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Tadi pergi sekolah ambil result. Debar debar rasanya. Nerves sgt pasal result sampai terbawak bawak ke mimpi semalam. Mana taknya last result kot. Nak result tu nk bawak balik ke Malaysia. Nak guna untuk apply sekolah di Malaysia. Winkwinkwink. Saya dh nk balik Malaysia. Yeay !<br />
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Saya sampai2 je sekolah. Jumpa kawan. Wah gembira sgt. Mana taknya seminggu cuti. Seminggu tk jmpe. Mestilah rindu. Siapa tk rindu kawan wooooiiii? Hahaha. Lps tu ada ucapan dri pengetua and blablabla. Bila tiba masanya nk dpt result tu.. berdoa sungguh2 ni. Yer la tk nk fail. Tk nk kecewakn parents saya. Bila cikgu panggil " Amanina Azizan " berdengup jantung. Lps tu cikgu ucap mcm2.. saya curi2 pandang result. Dh nampak. TERSENYUM LEBAR. Ya Allah betapa happynya saya. Syukur Alhamdulillah saya pass semuanya. Dan saya dpt capai level yg saya dh target dari awal tahun.<br />
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Jujur saya cakap, tahun ni saya mmg struggle habis habis. Saya study 24 jam. Ok tipu tk 24 jam. Tpi saya more kan study dari internet. And YES SAYA BERJAYA. Saya rasa tk sia sia usaha saya selama ni. Kalau tahun lps saya bnyk main tpi thun ni mmg saya serious dgn study saya. Ya Allah terima kasih kerana kau permudahkan urusan ke selama ini.<br />
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Tak henti tersenyum sbb saya happy sgt dgn result saya. Bkn nk bangga sgt. Tpi saya rasa ni lah pertama kali saya betul2 serious dgn study saya and saya dpt result mcm ni. Dulu masa sekolah rendah pon saya bnyk main2. Walaupun saya slalu study tpi tk pernah study hard mcm mana yg saya buat tahun ni. Syukur Alhamdulillah.<br />
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Eh. Bnyk ckp pulak saya ni. Haaa nah ni gambar result saya.<br />
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"Fantastic done this schoolyear ! Awak dapat ke peringkat yang seterusnya. 3KE. "</div>
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Ok 3KE tu. Sector economy dan 3 tu menujukkn yg saya dh masuk ke level yg ketiga. Dia ada 4 level. So kiranya saya dh nk msuk senior world. Tpi skrg ni kira saya dh msuk ke alam pra senior.<br />
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Terima kasih dkt cikgu cikgu saya yg bnyk bagi sokongan dkt saya, yg bnyk bg tunjuk ajar.<br />
Terima kasih jgk dkt family saya, semua kakak-kakak, abg-abg angkat saya dan kawan kawan saya sbb bagi dorongan dkt saya untuk terus berusaha ke puncak kejayaan.<br />
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A special thanks to Kak Syida sbb selalu ada dgn saya disaat saya rasa saya mahu putus asa untuk study saya. Yer la struggle gila gila bole jdi stress and jdi cpt nk give up. Tpi kak syida la yg selalu nasihatkn saya supaya teruskn buat semua ni. Terima kasih akak. Saya syg akak sgt sgt.<br />
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And this Clara, me and Manuela. Tahniah untuk semua kawan kawan saya yang lulus. Hmmm. Dalam gembira... sedih jgk yer la tdi tu last school day lps tu kami dh cuti.. Dua bulan. Nanti dh tk jmpe each other sgt. Lps tu tk jmpe lagi dh kawan kawan lain. Ya Allah cptnya masa berlalu. Tak sangka tarikh yg saya nantikn tu dh nk sampai. Tpi tk mengapa saya masih ada masa. Yg penting saya kena gunakan masa tu dgn betul. </div>
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Kak Hanis, igt tak masa awal thun 2012, Amani selalu ckp dgn akak.. Lambatnya lagi amani nk balik. Tpi skrg.. tak sangka dua tahun tu dh nk berlalu. Betul ckp akak. Pejam celik pejam celik. Dh nk tiba masanya. Akak tunggu saya ya.</div>
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My love, awak thanks sbb sanggup tunggu saya selama 2 thun. Lps ni kita dh bole jmpe. Awak jgn sedih sedih lgi tau. Ehh. :p *bkn selama ni saya ke yg slalu sedih. erkk* haha. </div>
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12384576378006623650noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8692107970915040155.post-65710715014864346992013-07-13T06:02:00.004+08:002013-07-13T06:07:32.238+08:00You're getting olderAssalamualaikum. Ehem Ehem. Berseri seri je muka korang baca post ni. Haha *ok merepek dh* -_-<br />
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Ala korang tgk tittle post pon dh thu yang post ni nak wish bufday orang. Ok mmg la orang tk kan haiwan err. Tpi wish bufday siapa? Haaa mari kita saling mengenali dia.<br />
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Orang yang saya nk wish kan ...<br />
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<li>Dia seorang lelaki.</li>
<li>He's not a camwhore. </li>
<li>Bila amik gambar pose yg sama. but he still looks handsome and cute. </li>
<li>His smile is so sweet. Senyum lebar gila. Bole cair oh.. </li>
<li>Pandai rap. Then suara dia pon pergh awesome.</li>
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Ala tahu la korang dh thu siapa yang saya maksudkan. yer la majority yg baca post ni BIRTHDAY BOY punya fans.<br />
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Haaa fans? Yer la BIRTHDAY BOY ni retis. Hahahaha.<br />
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Ahmad Afifi bin Abu Kassim. a. k. a Fifi Max 24:7.<br />
Max 24:7? Siapa? Tk kenal? Sila buat research sendiri. Saya tk nk explain. M.A.L.A.S.<br />
Haters max 24:7. Wait wait wait. Sila stop baca post ni and leave my blog as soon as posibble okay?<br />
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Ok stop membebel. This is Fifi.<br />
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Handsome kan? Hahaha. Jangan cair sgt. <strike>Nanti ada yang marah</strike>. Opss lariiiiiiiii. Haha<br />
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To Abang Fi, Selamat hari jadi yang ke 23. Eh stop. Ala tk sweet ah wish cmtu. Ok ok kita buat special sikit.<br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">Dear Abang Fi,</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">Gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag. Happy 23th birthday. May Allah bless you always and may happiness be yours always. Semoga panjang umur dan semoga selalu behagia disisi yang tersayang. Goodluck for everything yang abg Fi buat. Jangan cepat putus asa tau. And semoga cepat kawin. Opsss. Haha Nanti invite amani tau? :p Haha. Enjoy your day. Untung birthday waktu bulan ramadhan. Indahnya. Jadikan hari ini hari yg sgt bermakna tau. Yer la hari special ni datang setahun sekali. Ape ape pon, i will meet you end of this year. Nanti tuntut adiah birthday time tu k. Hahahhaa.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="color: magenta;">IK HOU VAN JE.</span> ( If you know what i mean with this sentences. *wink eyes*)<br />
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P/s : Tahun ini saya tak nak wish dkt wall facebook/twitter. Tk thu kenapa. Tpi mmg rasa dh tk nk wish dkt public. Errr. Blog ni tk public ke? Errr lantak la. hahahaha.<br />
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